This blood stained steel
I hold so tight
It helps me feel
It makes me right
One two three and four
So many scars but I want more
I just can't stop
It's become too much
I cannot live
Without this rush
Scarlet drops fall on the floor
This urge is too strong to ignore
I just can't stop, it's scaring me
Hurting less the more I bleed
Sinking low and cutting deep
I begin my eternal sleep