Whats there to loose when ive lost it all Its not the same anymore everything is about to fall No one hears me cry im hurting deep inside The only thing thts helping me cope is this wonderful dope The feeling of being numb just calms me dwn actin dumb No one cant replace her ima love her forever Im just sick of being mistreated Im constantly hurting Its not good but i got a couple of grudges im still holding Is this how im suppose to live my life I fall asleep with tears in my eyes I hate having withdrawals its a constant reminder im still alive ..?