I realize each day how I became this way. How I changed from a lost and good person to a true evil one. I caught myself smiling while others suffer and I do not even feel bad about it. You opened my eyes and showed me how I can be my true self. I thank you each day for reminding me of that. My dearest demon. I belive that demons are just fallen angels and God burned their wings. So they may fall on earth to save the lost ones.