Ugh, We've all been on this same road Yet, in a different speed What messes me up most is what people chase after... It seems they confuse what they want from what they need I wonder at times, "is ignorance a disease?" If you had it all would you be pleased? Cross your fingers and drop to your knees Speak to the lord and let your mind find peace.
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Ugh, I've used this pen to write my untold story Of the pain that came before the fortune Of the mistakes that came before the glory Those who now want attention that used to walk away and ignore me. Ha...funny how things change When you were young, heart was deranged My mother classified me as insane I was hiding behind my father's, God givin' name Which took me to the top Pressured never killed me, the injection never made me stop Addict in his mind as its success he craves to find Attempting to give his high school love his dark heart that resides inside (echoes) Now I'm facing 25... I haven't ever felt this alive
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This is the verse that's ready to tell all About my weak moments and drive that stalled Wonder why she still hasn't called... I've grown so much and dropped my flaws I know you can change but you always carry That inner monster, that's personally scary. I hope I'm forgivin by my family and friends I know time allows all to amend Well, not all of my old friends Some I wish the best for but otherwise could careless Penny for my thoughts, I can't Payless But you can walk in my shoes and obtain my daily stress I wanna feel what the world feels Hatred eyes and imperfection appeal I'm akward as f&@k, so I keep my lips sealed A starving artist hungry for a deal. I've asked for prayer to obtain what It is that I want For that I apologize God The point I'm making is we need to overcome negativity, madness and greed Let's focus on the beautiful, the wonderful, the idea of belief.
One more thing...
Watch the angel that sings, Find your tranquil spot in your mind where faith clings and how good positivity brings This world is full of flowers that blossomed hate. I want ya to show the world How much one gracious action truly creates.
"Be the change you want to create"
I've been through it all bro, I've been the worst in all kinds of scenarios, I've been the best in them too. Now I'm being the action of my world I want to create.