everything smells like you
and I'm so ******* tired
of crying in my car
because I liked a boy who
tore his own heart out
just so he could forget
his own mortality
and knowing you won't ever
be with me here again
like this
and all we have is now
Makes me so sick
so sick and so tired
but if I do sleep
I may not wake up in time
to see you go
so please don't be angry
because I am just so, so
tired