Saturday, March 14, 2015 an angel was sent to heaven and oh god was the next day horrible. Getting that phone call at 6 in the morning from my dad saying you're gone. I was at my friend's house and i woke her up from my crying. God, i wish we were closer and i would've known. I went to church that day, that Sunday morning i figured out. and i thought about you. Later, i went to my aunts, your mom's. Everyone was there. I held your mom so tightly and just cried. I didn't know my cousin had an addiction. You were only 18. Why did you have to go so young? Drugs are such a horrible thing, but i know you're happy now with your dad. I'm so sorry, Brittani. I love you so much, i know you're much better now though. I just wish you were still here. You'll always be my angel.