From time to time You forget the world around you All you feel is nothing your mind is empty Your heart is calm Nothing matters You feel hypnotised The river you just created That lets the red anxiety flow That leaves you with a feeling Of numbness The river is getting deeper You are getting calmer You do it over and over Even though you know It will be even worse very very soon You still have now You still have this For once you feel ok And you wonder Maybe it's ok To create your own waterfall
I'm sorry if this triggers anyone. Please be safe. Take care. Remember; those who don't believe in magic will never find it.