The words were stuck like a chicken bone in her throat. They wouldn't go anywhere, They wouldn't go away back to the hell they were made But they also wouldn't crawl out They were lodged They liked it where they were They were safe They couldn't cause anymore harm They couldn't become a reality But they could be felt They were known and couldn't stew And the feelings that came with them couldn't Be shoved back down to be ignored. To be left alone with no one to care for them. That's what they needed, to be cared for To be seen, to be heard to be felt. The feelings the words The pain. That's what they needed. To be held gently, To be loved and cared for But they didn't get it Because she was afraid She was afraid of what they might do to her They weren't going to love and care for her She felt they were going to hurt her She didn't know what was going to happen If she poured them out and laid them on the table And carefully examined and loved each one. Tears might fall Breathing may be lumbered Shaking may take over And shame might settle in. So she swallows them back down Into the bottle where they're not looked upon And screws on the cap as tight as she can And then new begins a new day. But each new day brings more feelings and thoughts and words And eventually the bottle can't hold them anymore and it shatters And they make their way back up to her throat again. And the cycle repeats. She's stuck, and so are they.