... like obscure fuzz is surrounding my body
its the channel on the TV
that is black and white static
with the sound of no sound
taking away my ability
to hear the cheery banter
of the normal, tranquil people
who must be here
somewhere around me.
The ever buzzing fuzzing
static anxiety takes away
my ability to see
the people and things
that used to make me smile.
And I can't hear myself think
Over the sound my heart
beating intensely in an attempt
to get the hell out of me
Out of this corpse inside
the obscure buzzing fuzzy
static electri-city
that shares a name with me.
This hostile prison
I live in. The bars made
of the absolute worst
possibilities encapsulating me
The bars of fear and the
fuzzy buzzing static
stealing my time and tearing
the breath from my lungs
It's called anxiety.