I am a snail I like to go slow and stay behind. I wish I was a video tape so I could hit rewind. I'm not the person I used to be. I hate that I feel like it's just me. I am a turtle and I hide in my shell. I do not like it when people yell. I do not like the outside. I just stay home and say at least I tried? I am a rat you may not even know I'm there. It's okay I know you don't even care. I know all I do is fear it . But I haven't lost all of my spirit.