You think life is going well, but in reality it's like you are locked up in a cell. Every moment flashes before your eyes, you hate those sorry 's and those lies. You wish you could redo what you already started, but it was already reported and outsmarted, You always think about the what ifs and maybes, I'm just asking please safe me. We make mistakes we are only human, we wish we were superhuman. We have days that we want to forget, you just can't help it but get upset. You can't help but stare at the sky, thinking about what might of been,and then you start to cry. You never felt this angry,you just don't know what to do, you just prey and hope that someday you outgrew. You blame the world for your own mistakes, you are so ignorant of what's at stake. You see the world in black and grey, you just hope when you go to bed it will all go away.
This poem is not just about me,its also about people that might be going through hard times and just don't know what to do anymore.