hurry boy, don't doze etch the words before they perish as the situation once again alters coiling around your wrist tugging you to that place sleep every moment dwelling in the blankets soaking in that stale security false impressions attached/removed like velcro ripping in the silence masks on masks on masks on masks on masks on could spend days pruning in the seabed of potential while the salt collects on my eyelashes and the days vanish like eons there are days where the stillness in me quakes my feet into the fervor of rabbit under moving tire and I pound the walls for a train to pass and shake the foundation but the tracks are too far away now, and the stillness creeps dust collects on the fan blades, then the plastic grating, then the intake the thing rattles all night now; loose ***** in the front hardly a substitute for that rumble in your dreams from an archer daniel's car rushing by at four the bed is a lot better at this place though king size, though I'd rather be in california where the water is warm and the memories catch your falls I've never been there and the idea is always better than the outcome kicking sand like a beach bully *** flexing in strut sun burns within seconds of shirtless self-reveals the salt is being washed off of the cars from an illinois winter that the plow conquered to the dismay of the kids down the block who still waited at dawn for the diesel yellow groan the heat is swelling in the season chirps return with the sting of rolled up passenger windows magnifying the clean white light ninety-eight million miles marched to a single point on a pale dot burning that poor gal's cheek but the medicinal effects of the smooch are more than known to generations of the summer awakened, free-falling, reality born. here we are again with showers and flowers, here we are again with cyclones in the alley, here we are again with cocoons and buffoons, here we are again with milk in the valley. this heart pumps as the snow goes rising to the funnels and pillars east-stretched where the baby boomers buy plots and the love begins to reach for an even share.