There is a pain inside my chest It slowly unfurls To show its hideous face And yet its not hideous It terrifies me Because its no manifestation of a physical condition It is the child of the small imbalances triggered by the moving of a thousand suns and their descendants In mysterious ways
There is a pain inside my chest tonight and I cannot tell you how much it hurts to have not felt this before To see and think and feel the way a hundred thousand have done before and I'm going insane Stuck in this battle inside my head Roars of machinations faraway and souls so close to my own it terrifies me
There is a pain inside my chest It wants me to live again A demonic beast With a distilled heart of magnificent proportions demands action And it lives inside all of us We simply learn to live with it, like some lifelong pain of heartbreak or the smell of flowers you liked or the the warmth of the sun upon your skin after a long winter night or
The smile on a face so akin to mine I'm looking for definitions but I'm out of words now I need a gun and bam Shoot myself where it hurts the most But I won't The pain inside my chest is a story Of a thousand years Of pain Of suffering Of loss And the slight cracks from where light escapes and flirts with the darkness And the life that emerges out of nowhere to defy all To defy even god The pain inside my chest is the same as the one inside yours Veiled by a smile Or thoughts Unavoidable disasters Manifesting its own life, its sorrows and tears Its own joy, its own love and its own sun
There is a pain inside my chest Guess this is what it means to be human
My first attempt at writing slam poetry. I wrote this for a friend's event but couldn't participate for reasons. Still waiting for a chance to perform this.