When my mind is always spinning, I will write
Because it helps me empty out my head
But you tell me I'm too lost, and then we fight
So then I try to talk to you instead

But when I try to tell you what I feel
You tell me that I'm talking off your ear
But all of my emotions here are real
It seems like you simply refuse to hear

I'm really not sure how I am to win
Or if it's even wise for me to play
You always find a way to **** me in
Whenever I think I can get away

I love you, but I'm not sure what to do
It seems like everything I do is wrong
And my choices are always made by you
It feels like my entire voice is gone