I should have said that I loved you I should just speak but I am afraid of you your lips are silent and your scars are bold but I will love till we both become old Are you still their are you al rite I hear you say that you are fine but I can see th lie in your eyes Broken and scared I loved when you cared you asked me if I was all rite and you could hear me coming to the end of my fight im still afraid I don't want to say it those words I cant speak I love you more each week " can you come over?" I here your words yes will always be your answer I step up to the first step and their you are I don't know why you take me into your arms I can here your tearless cry I know your not all rite "what's wrong" Nothing this is all you say then goodbye That morning I here the sirens as they call out I see them carry you out. You wrote me a note one in witch you spoke you wish me well and to never face your hell You cut your final words into you skin 'I wish you had never bean afraid of me.' and then you slipped away from me How can I say this what do I do im still in love with you