Heroes watched with empty eyes all thoughts they would leave behind. Are these answers or more questions? Angels leave with the chosen. Is even their system broken? why only I have awoken? Who else is stranded down there? ****** broken secrets they share. Why am I feeling this isn't something I believe in? Why should god judge a fish? Was it his wish that they could climb? Or perhaps learn how to fly?
Questions of death swirl around me. Is she in hell? Is that where ill be? I bear the name of crucifix. But hell and heaven do not mix. Is this one of gods tricks? ill take the weight of her sins if this is what it takes to win. Ill serve my code. You can't keep her hostage from me. If she is not dancing free when I see the gates, ill tear em down with all of my hate. hell will not be her fate. I love the lord but is it fair, the cross we all must bare? I love god true. Please let me believe in you.
I know this sounds arrogant and preachy (I hope I'm not out of line) but as someone who has always had a problem blindly following god (even though I consider myself a Christian) I can't help myself from fearing and asking questions. :/