we have drifted apart like sheets of ice but now its colder than ever and i need you back

i used to wrap you up in scarves
your smile was as bright as the songs about light we used to sing
the grass was tall and our knees were bare and i kissed you on a fallen log
i had never seen the sky so sunny
and my heart had never felt as warm
i want to fall back upon those days and bask in their sun
when the autumn came and i held your gloved hand in mind and the ice upon our feet whispered tiny 'i love you's
i could have held you forever
i want to sit on your kitchen counter while you make tea, while your green eyes watch me, the way they never watch me anymore when we exchange a glance in the narrow halls
let me hold you again