I didn't choose this
I never asked for you to love me
I could've gone my whole life fine
Had you never spoken to me
or at least,
thats what I'd like to believe.

I don't want to feel that for you,
I need
Another human being
Who could so easily tear me apart and
leave me high and dry
picking up all the pieces.
again

I don't want to deal with the feelings
I hate the fact that commitment sends my stomach reeling
but I'm so attached to you
I love you more than I've ever clued

I think I'm *******
for once,
I feel like you won't want me
as much as I want you.