Life was dull.
Life was grey.
Life was nothing.
Meaningless.

And then you had me.
And I got lost in your black stormy eyes.
I saw the world through them.
And it didn't seem so grey any more.

It was colorful.
And marvelous
And exciting.
And I was curious.

And then everything was magical.
We were made for each other.
I fell asleep in your arms.
Dreaming of your lips, your laugh.

I gave you everything I had.
I loved you with all my heart.
I closed my eyes
You had found me

But then it all went wrong.
I was in paradise no longer.
And you and your dark irises haunted me.
You drained the color out of my eyes.

It was gone with you.
The lovely place I had imagined
Was long lost
And shattered

All it took to wreck me
Was a brush of your stupid lips
And a broken promise.
Tears wouldn't refuse to brake their chains


And I let them free.
They came out of my eyes.
And it was raining.
Teardrops poured down the sky.

I couldn't stop them.
You had made my world dull once again.
But this time it was worse.
Because now I knew

What happiness is.
And I was missing it.
And I was missing you.
My dreams hit the ground

And the heavy rain
Took them with it.
Water washed away
That few dreamy memories.

They stayed with me
In a little safe in my head.
I deny it's existence.
I won't believe anyone's ******* **ever again.