i'm sorry i never meant to break your heart i know i have never been so smart but when it comes to this i'm a sucker i'm best at bottling feelings and keep it under i want to apologize but i'm just too selfish i know for this fame and fortune i'll never relish i'll take back all those insults and swear words but please help me get these tangled feelings unfurled i want to change, like you're telling me to chase these bad habits away into the blue all the bad things you say i'm made of i know it's true but you i do love i wish you could read my mind so you'd know i love you and that i'm not fine but i would never find that courage to deliver to you this message i'm sorry mom