growing groWING GROWING in my stomach. growing groWING GROWING in my mind. not a tree, not a flower, not a plant of any kind. full of absolutely nothing... so what I am to you... nothing. emptiness that is. growing groWING GROWING in my throat. the lump, the bump, it won't go down. I can't take it any longer. I fall to the ground. no more growing groWING GROWING. because now I am small. as small as these feelings you have. as small as the time it took for me to grow fond. so I shrink now. down to the very last drop of the ocean the lake no just the pond. the pond that will soon turn into a pit. growing groWING GROWING in my stomach.