I think of you every time I go to the movies because you wanted to take me there so bad but I was scared because I thought you would force me to kiss you in the dark again and I think of you when I wear my red Doctor Who shirt because you and your mom said you loved it the first time we hung out and I think of you when I pass the kids in the hallway who used to tease us because I remember you losing your temper and I think of you when I watch Once Upon a Time on my couch because that's where we first held hands and I think of you when I pass by your house because you invited me there so many times but I didn't go because I knew I wouldn't be able to say no and I think of you when I call myself stupid because you'd always say there's a difference between acting careless and being dumb and that what I thought I was was wrong and I think of you when I pass the spot in the hallway where my tears were words but only I could understand them where I had my best friend say goodbye and we hugged for the very last time and I don't know if it was a mistake but even though you're three months gone, *you still make me think in run-on's.