Jan 2015
Its like I'm melting,
my insides crumbling,
my pain sucoming
to the sacrifice of my emotions.
Supposedly I'm the tough, the rough one
The girl who gets punched and punches back.
But on the inside im crying dying slowly,
taking in every word you throw at me.
In order to stay whole to keep that goal,
I put up my iron walls,
protecting what already falls,
I'm gone, nothing but a shell,
left sun bleached and dead on the edge of hell.
Words aren't supposed to hurt me,
But baby what you are saying
its like acid to my brain.
my insides crumbling,
my pain sucoming
to the sacrifice of my emotions.
Supposedly I'm the tough, the rough one
The girl who gets punched and punches back.
But on the inside im crying dying slowly,
taking in every word you throw at me.
In order to stay whole to keep that goal,
I put up my iron walls,
protecting what already falls,
I'm gone, nothing but a shell,
left sun bleached and dead on the edge of hell.
Words aren't supposed to hurt me,
But baby what you are saying
its like acid to my brain.
The world is too harsh a place for me. Nothing is changing and everything is wrong. What was once beautiful is now being killed off or is already dead. We are slaves to this system we call life. Choice slowly being taken away from us with our electronic, addictions. All the addictions. Pills, hallucinogens, alcohol, ***, money, power.
