Depression Depression; is more than people think of it to be. Depression, is the epitome of a AK-47 shooting you and blowing you're brains out Depression is being a no one, you are a shadow in the society Depression is loneliness It is indefinable thoughts and feelings that can not be described in words It is the memory of you're past When you're five years old and you are getting slammed into walls and beaten up in bathrooms When you are 8 and have to live in a foster home because you're mom found an eviction notice on the house When you are 10 and you don't have no one to be with at recess because you were too 'weird" When you're thirteen and you are alone in you're room blasting music and wondering where you'll ever be and who you'll ever be When you are fourteen and you're father dies, and it's like losing a part of you even if you felt those pieces weren't there to begin with. Depression is the unbalance of happiness and ultimate sadness in you're life It is when the sadness is you're causality and happiness is a occasion It's not wanting to get out of bed and do a **** thing It's like a abyss of emptiness and numbness It's like breaking down, because you're broken It's like screaming to God 'Why me?!? I'm always last. I'm always getting hurt. I'm always ignored. I'm always just so different. I'm always losing everything and right now I just pray I don't lose myself- completely.