She keeps a bar in the window Of the room she sleeps in every night It's there to keep the rapists at bay She doesn't bother with the other windows Because her boyfriend will stop them If they come in that way These rapists aren't a figment of her imagination Or a ghost from her past They are a delusion of her present Yes she was ***** But any lingering feelings she had about that She ****** away a long time ago I know they say **** lasts forever But the bars in the windows are new
He sleeps with the covers off It's a lot hotter at night now Since they stopped opening the windows He wakes up a lot for his midnight snack Bagel and cream cheese spread with a spoon He doesn't want to bother getting out his keys for a knife He says, βI know she has issues, But we all have issues, I have issues That frankly I'm glad she sees pastβ He's right that we all have issues But his issues won't end up killing him Hers will I know they say love is forever But the midnight snacks are new
She wakes up every morning with a smile on her face Goes to bed every night with tears on her cheeks The world never lets her have a happy day She takes a shower and goes to work Wonders if she'll get to see him before she hates him Or is it her love the world wants to take away She worries he'll give up on her That he'll leave like all the others did I mean they have *** all the time what else do boys want If you were going to leave why didn't you go earlier You know I'll just **** my self when you do So just go now so we can get it over with I know they say **** is forever But forever is just so **** long
The suicide threats aren't new He may have left a year ago but he can't now Not now that she means it He lingers longer before locking the knife drawer Every filleted fish is a potential slit wrist Not that he wants to die it's that he wants to help She's louder every time she yells He wishes they were fighting that would be the only normal part of their relationship I mean he loves her so **** much even that's not normal Tonight will be the fourth candle lit dinner this week He read somewhere the dim lighting should soothe her She thinks he's just trying to be sweet But it'll end the same they'll make passionate love She'll take a shower that lasts just a little too long And he'll spend that time plotting her cure They say love lasts forever He hopes his suicide will too
A collection of poems by me is available on Amazon Where She Left Me - Michael DeVoe http://goo.gl/5x3Tae