my goal for 2015 is simple:
to love myself.
embrace the pale skin draped over my hallow bones
and bring new life to the blood coursing through my veins.
to no longer let the society that has raised me
interfere with my view of myself.
i am personified to be a withered rose,
losing its petals with each supposed loss of myself.
i am critiqued daily with the held ideology of some morons
who feed the public mediocrity in  the hopes of creating fear among  the public.
no longer will i claw at my skin like a demon trying to escape in hopes of alerting my appearance into something that is not recognizable,
in the desperate plea that i will no longer fear passing by a mirror and having to face my reflection.
i should not be considered cocky  when i say that i love myself
i am a beautiful, short, chubby young girl with big,bright brown eyes that will now hold a plethora of emotions and not just misery and sorrow
i shouldnt be afraid to share my ideas with the world  
im  going to take the world head on
and share my concepts and ideas with overflowing passion that some have labeled  a blessing and others mock as a curse.
2015 will be the same as 2014
with new and revised commitments
ones that cannot be susitained and are tossed aside in the coming of a week
although i dont belive my goal will be hard to come by
i love myself already
but i have just been taught to shelter it with the concept of modesty
no longer will i live by the warped standards of three idiot boys
i wont entertain your simple mind appease your narrow minded standards.
i will be embrace the inner goddess that i am
because i love myself.