I flip flopped and tossed Awake and sleeping Premonitions of a day of weeping Lucid dreams on the glass I'm peeping . . . The moons surrounded my past Revolving heartaches and the car crash I saw two flowers grow tall before my eyes They were hauntingly deceptive Bluming toward the darkened sky Like a mirrors reflection . . . I saw myself Standing out of bed The stars began to fall The stars in my head . . . Through the open window My nose again bled I called for my mother I forgot she was dead . . . Standing there, I'm screaming; bleeding; Fading Like the clouds covered the sky On this particular evening