shhh - Hello Poetry

shhh Jun 2015

You're awake. You're lost.
Lost in anxiety,
your head throbbed,
your chest swelled,
and your tummy ached.

All was lost, nothing to be gained.

Go on now,
go on,
before dark hues turn to white.

「It's like I want to be happy.」
But, dreams are far from reality.

I was in pain. In pain of the ceaseless trials.
I had hoped for a beacon of light.
Only to find myself, crawling out of the tunnel,
only to enter another tunnel.

Jun 2015

Sacrelicious

Antidepressants.

For every step I take,
I can feel my feet slipping
back three.

I'm at the end of my rope.
But my noose isn't even tied yet.

Living in a snow globe.
Watching life around me blossoming,
beautifully.
But when I try and reach out.
My hands hit the glass and stop me dead in my tracks.

#love #life #death

shhh Jun 2015

living

I hate it.
It's hassle, a hassle, a hassle and a hassle.
Tis' best where everything just is.

But alas, what is life without problems?

**A lie!
A delusion!

trying to escape realities of life.

shhh Jun 2015

Untitled

More often than not,
I find myself talking to myself.
And it gives off a feeling that is emptier than empty.

Even if you'd ask me to talk to you instead,
there is naught to say.

Tis' just not meant to be.

casually, thinking how life would be, if i could express myself better to other people.

Jun 2015

its gonna make sense

drown

#sad #depression #drown

shhh Jun 2015

empty crates

「whisper into the night」

Tell me it's not my time,
Tell me not to give up.

Tell me we're worth more than this.