Never, I imagined waking up in light
Dreams and stupor came to fight.
Sitting by blanket full of tears-----
Talking myself as I faced my fears

Found you walking towards me,
Hearts pounding fumes from chimney.
Exploding veins rolled to up,
I couldn't still my eyes looked pop

Wondering how often thee appears
Slowly ****** me like a pierce.
Vivid face took my physique-----
Thou eyes glances in just one peek.

You are alone yet others accompanied
Never a night, didn't failed indeed
If happens you meet as never miss
How could be this love approach demise?

Being in a crowded place,
makes me feel numb.
Because dispite being surrounded
by smiling faces,
happy people
and positive thoughts...
i am so alone.
i'd prefer to be in bed
sleeping.
Forgetting the world.
Because being surrounded by people
who seem to be so fine..
makes me fall apart.
Because truth is,
im not okay.

How does it feel
To be the favorite?
Being someone's first thought
Loved even with mistakes

How does it feel
To be chosen?
To hold her
Without being pushed away

How does it feel
To be a person?
To be appreciated
Not regarded as mere imperfections

How does it feel
To be whole again?
Not feeling the dull pain
Caused by absence

How does it feel
To be loved?
Finding the sunlight in the eternal darkness
That I've grown used to

How does it feel
To be happy?
Waking up smiling
And being grateful for tomorrow

How does it feel
To be alive?
Not hollowed out
By the reasons that I thought I lived for

*How does it feel?