Submit your work, meet writers and drop the ads. Become a member
 
Jul 2014 · 626
THINKING
Paula Lee Jul 2014
Thinking,
       Thinking,
             Thinking.....  
          I Almost Had A Thought......
Thinking,
         Thinking,
               Thinking....
          I Was Going To Tell You.....

You were Gone.  :(
Jul 2014 · 206
Untitled
Paula Lee Jul 2014
YOUR HAND OUTSRETCHED IN FRIENDSHIP.....

                   Reaching
                        Reaching
                              Reaching
                            

                       YOU"RE
                       HOLDING
                             IT
                            TO
                           FAR

                                A
                                 W
                                   A
                                     Y.
                                         .
                                           .
                                             .
Jun 2014 · 396
FOR THEE
Paula Lee Jun 2014
How did thou waste on one thy soul should scorn
One that hurt thee and mock'd the morn
Lay thy head against my breast,
There I'll lay thee down to rest
Rest from thy world- siren that lure thee to ill
Work with a strong heart and determined will
Bravely fling thy cold chain that hath bound thee
For some good, be it ever so slowly.

Be thou content, as I, to know not see
To feel thy spirit, I would take
Tunes aerial beauty for thy sake
Alas! float into thy soul, so I could see
How to become All melody to thee
Til musics' soul, walked by thy touch, to wing
and mingling with mine would soar and sing
How mine thoughts like singing birds flutter and fly
with a song for thine ear, and a gleam for thine eye.

Love compels me to thy heart against my will
To echo from thy voice, come to me still
Thou to sing loves lullaby to me
Warm heart in thy dwelling, beat kindly for me
So passionately wild this thirst in me
To be all beauty and all grace to thee
My faintest blush, at thoughts of thee a crime
I count in vain the slow dull steps of time,

Careful thee, Lest thy wound a soul so rare
My heart to thee, Please have a care
Smiles can surer wound or heal
than the stars, whose light they steal
In voiceless rapture on thy manly breast
Could thou be lull'd by sweet untroubled rest?
I only greive, because---because---I see
Thou find'st not All thy great demands of me.
Mine a heart that Love Too tenderly and truly
Will break at last, thou prized me unduly
Though missed the beauty, Rare and Dear
Alone thou are, Alone I am, but forever Near!!!
For You!
Jun 2014 · 244
DUMB 5w
Paula Lee Jun 2014
What did I just say.......
I'll Regret This In The Morning!!!!!
Jun 2014 · 432
Untitled
Paula Lee Jun 2014
Tonight we sat around the fire, singing old country songs
You should have been here
I wanted you here
I needed you here
Breeze blowing a warm caress on my skin,
I wanted it to be you
I needed it to be you
Drinking Peach Brandy Shooters,
I wanted you to get drunk from my kisses
I wanted your kiss
I needed your kisses.
You should have been here to kiss me
But you weren't here
Couldn't be here
Oh Why aren't you here?
You really don't wqant to know, I'll be ashamed tomorrow but that's tomorrow, it's tonigh that I'm drunk, so I claim stupidity for this one...
Jun 2014 · 332
HAPPINESS
Paula Lee Jun 2014
MY HAPPINESS WENT ON VACATION,

TELL MY GUARDIAN ANGEL I SAID "HI"
Jun 2014 · 1.4k
KITTY, KITTY
Paula Lee Jun 2014
The Kitten Quiet, Stalks Her Prey
The Sparrow Flies On Golden Wing
Espy The Sparrow, The Kitten Purrs
Come To Kitty, Sparrow Sing!!!
Just a Reminder!!!
Jun 2014 · 961
GRIEF
Paula Lee Jun 2014
I opened my door to Grief this morning, he shoved me aside and walked to a chair sat down and said" Here Goes, this may take awhile"
"There are five Stages of Grief" he mumbled,
"Today you are in Stage 1, but tomorrow could be Stage 5 and a month from now, you may pass into Stage 2. Stages 3& 4 could happen together a year from now."
He looked up to me and said"Are you confused yet, that could be any Stage"
Through my tears, he calmly rose and went out my door, turned for one last look at me and said" I'm Stage 6 but I come 1st"
In Anger I slammed the door and wondered to myself,
is Anger Stage 4,2,5,3 or1.
I fell to the floor screaming" Why in Hell didn't anyone ever tell me about Stage 6"
There are only 5 stages of grief and they're a *****!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If you're confused guess what I am?
Jun 2014 · 344
BESIDE YOU
Paula Lee Jun 2014
It wasn't suppose to be this way
Me getting old-you forever young
A life taken before your time
Our lives together barely begun

This life sentence has been hard
I've stumbled along the way
Peices of my heart left on this path
Forever dying since that awful day

But now my life is near its end
once more i'll see your loving face
I will come to you with a smile
Besside you I will take my rightful place!
Jun 2014 · 689
HEAVEN 10w
Paula Lee Jun 2014
Heavens not so far away

                               My Heart Hears Your Echo!
Jun 2014 · 363
JACK 10w
Paula Lee Jun 2014
You tiptoe through my Heart
                 Your Soul leaving footprints behind!!!
For you Sparrow!!!
Jun 2014 · 425
Sye 10w
Paula Lee Jun 2014
I have yet to meet
        A Treasure far more sweet!!!!
Mummy Loves You Precious!
Jun 2014 · 694
LOST MEMORIES/ Lullaby
Paula Lee Jun 2014
Lost in the swirling winds of time
moments spent in the dark abyss
I no longer remember your sweet love
memeries lost, not there to miss

My mind magically forbids thoughts
of all the sorrow and the pain
Like the echoes of wind when songs end
causing tears,rivelets cascading like rain

Seasons to come, Seasons that have passed
none matters to me, they're all the same
You're gone, swept away by linear tides
my mind no longer remembers your name

Solid foot walls standing sentinel
protecting me, from long ago
when you left, no choice of yours
with angel wings glistening like snow

Alas! against my will, your echo unfreezes
one moment in time, permitted to pass by
that day of horror when i buried love
Angels sing to me a Six feet Under Lullaby!
Too much time to think!
Jun 2014 · 288
Tonight
Paula Lee Jun 2014
Tonight my mind is silent
memories gone away
my lips are sealed
with nothig left to say

the blush has left my cheeks
the light has left my eyes
my heart stops its beat
tonight my soul dies!
Aji
Jun 2014 · 665
MY PAST
Paula Lee Jun 2014
Oh! Thou be my past
Love twas not meant to last
but I tell thee true
I doth Love you
with thy fond embrace
thy hand upon my face
I dream of love and glee
Alas! Doth thou love me?
or is it but sad farewell
Twould be mine own pure hell
and in my grief
like shadow'd leaf
I fall to the ground
Nay love hath found
to my unending sorrow
thou dost not love on the morrow
Oh! thou be my past
Alas! Twas love not meant to last!
Oh well I tried it without Ajit bad write
Jun 2014 · 546
UNTITLED
Paula Lee Jun 2014
By Ajit peter and Paula

Not a day doth pass by
my words to thee shy
love thee and with thee fly
thy love passioned sky
longing thought to hold thee
in pain tis love doth not flee
oh rainbow doth we see
take me in thee arm to feel
sinking in loves pained heel
oh let not go tis heart thou steal
-----------------------------------------------------------­-------------------------------------
My heart doth beat for thee
in thy night to be
loves impassioned song
thy love doth no wrong
my heart doth beat free
for all the world to see
thy love ever a shrine
my heart vouchsafe to thine.
Jun 2014 · 944
BITCH 10w
Paula Lee Jun 2014
Ha! Last word was mine, I Blocked Your *** *****!
I've had enough of your hateful messages and yes I know I was "played" by Ormand as you so "kindly" put it!
Jun 2014 · 491
XYZ
Paula Lee Jun 2014
XYZ
My Thoughts Caught In A Bottle, Like Wine
I Do Not Have A Corkscrew!
Between this being Fathers Day and the loss of my Mom and my reputation being attacked, I'm left with all my thoughts and no way to get them out!
Jun 2014 · 887
Your Things, Your Life
Paula Lee Jun 2014
This is the second time in a month
I have cried so much today
Going through your things
deciding what to keep,
what to throw away?

It's like there's memories
attached to every single thing
Do I keep the china?
What about your wedding ring?

It's only been thirty days
I wasn't prepared for the extra pain
Throwing your Life away
Is like losing you all over again!
I'm being pushed to do this and I'm just not ready!
Jun 2014 · 443
"I"
Paula Lee Jun 2014
"I"
You may not like my writing
well I don't give a ****
"Subpar" Oh Well!
That's just who I am

I must have scared you bad "I"
you blocked I real quick
I had "I" turning tail
"I" couldn't match my wit

Poor poor "I" run and hide
Be lonely with all your 0's
"I" couldn't quite make the cut
"I"s lost among the heroes

"I" couldn't take the fire
Did the kitchen get too hot?
Go cry over "I"s masterpieces
Sob for all "I's" NOT!!!
Just a thought running through my head
The Chicken blocked me!
ooh I must be scary!
Jun 2014 · 401
Your House
Paula Lee Jun 2014
You were the world I turned to
my shelter from the driving rain
you promised me a safe haven
while I mourned and shed this pain

with your love you built this house
you worked so selflessly
you became my safe place to fall
from a world so cruel and mean

I didn't know that while you were building
there were no windows anywhere
that the walls you built around me
were meant to always keep me there

Your love and kindness disappeared
this world just an illusion
I was never safe at all
with all my pain and confusion

I'm stuck here now forevermore
in the house you built for me
Lost in unhallowed halls
You my Satan, reigns supreme!
Jun 2014 · 897
Finding Peace
Paula Lee Jun 2014
I came down to the country
to commune with Nature for a while
to try to find myself again
hopefully find my lost smile

Got lost along the way somehow
suffering from so much pain
I hope on this hundred acres
I can find myself again

Dawn is just now breaking
the leaves rustling on the trees
a soft warm wind is blowing
I find myself start to ease

I 4 -wheel to the river
just to sit and watch it flow
letting it float my cares away
sending them off and away they go.

it's time to continue on my ride
trails are calling out "Come See"
while I ride i'm going to search
for the Peace that has alluded me.

I'll know the spot when I feel it
it will speak to my heart of Peace
and I'll reside there for a time
letting that Peace wash all over me!
I went to a Place Called THE ROCK and roamed a hundred acres.
No tv no computers and I found my Peace for a while.
Jun 2014 · 2.3k
The Cardinal Rule
Paula Lee Jun 2014
IF I CAN'T SEE YOU

I CAN'T TRUST YOU

THAT'S THE CARDINAL RULE!

SO TONIGHT I FIND

I'VE BEEN BLIND

I'VE BEEN TWICE THE FOOL!
You two have taken the last trust i had and torn it to shreds!
Thanks ap and cs
Jun 2014 · 1.1k
FOOL
Paula Lee Jun 2014
READ BETWEEN THE LINES
________
  I
_______
­LOVE
________
YOU!
_______­__
Men can be dense sometimes!
Jun 2014 · 469
Untitled
Paula Lee Jun 2014
I Don't want the Practiced
                 Love Confession
                          Of A Seducer,
I want the Rough, imperfect
                  Heartfelt Statement of Truth
                          Of A Man In Love!
Jun 2014 · 1.2k
DEMONS
Paula Lee Jun 2014
You've taken every Dream i've had
Laid waste to every plan
cruely taken all i've Loved.
Left me in this Godforsaken land,

When I called out in the night
while in hot writhing agony
with a troubled heart unconsoled
Why did you not answerer me?

When I begged you take this pain
from my aching breast
I felt the arrow through my heart
Blood pouring from my chest,

I Prayed to you a thousand times
and pled a million more
Why leave these fiery beasts
Banging,busting down my door?

You left me in the dark
with Demons and no control
I couldn't help but think at last
this my death bell toll.

You left my life to Satan
when I did but beg release
and like a fool I still Prayed
for my Soul--Abiding Peace

You left my prayers unanswered
night after night- No Reply
What did I ever do to you
That even my death you would deny,

As silent tears run down my cheeks
I will Pray to you No More!
I realize you have Forsaken me
and left Demons at my door.
Yes I Believe in God! Just a stage of Grief, not sure which one Take Your Pick!
May 2014 · 878
Dream Waltz
Paula Lee May 2014
FLY ME TO THE SKY SPARROW
WITH YOUR GOLDEN GILDED WINGS
LET'S WALTZ UPON THE CLOUDS
AS OUR HEAVENLY ANGEL SINGS
A SONG SO SWEET AND PURE
EVERY NOTE PLAYED A SYMPHONY
LET"S TWIRL AMONG THE STARS MY FRIEND
TO MUSIC JUST FOR YOU AND ME
LET"S TAKE A TURN AROUND HEAVENS' BALLROOM
FOR NOW, LEAVING SADNESS AND SORROWS BEHIND
JUST DANCING TO THE MUSIC
NOTHING BUT THE DANCE ON OUR MINDS
AND AS THE MUSIC STOPS
AND YOU GIVE YOUR COURTLY BOW
I CURTSY LOW TO YOU MY FRIEND
NOT KNOWING HOW TO THANK YOU NOW!
FLY ME TO THE SKY SPARROW
TO DANCE ONE WALTZ WITH YOU
WITH YOUR GOLDEN GILDED WINGS
YOU HAVE MADE A DREAM COME TRUE!
I ALWAYS WANTED TO WALTZ
THANK YOU FOR THE DANCE!
May 2014 · 274
I'm Done 10w
Paula Lee May 2014
I am done! Death can not come quick enough now!
May 2014 · 860
Don't Love Me
Paula Lee May 2014
I'm the only person I know
who can destroy everyone
I come into contact with

So don't love me!

With my best intentions
I manage to bring pain
to my friends and come
between them

Don't love me!

With tears of pain
and of sorrow I beg you

Don't love me!

I am unlovable

Don't love me!
May 2014 · 306
Your Poetry
Paula Lee May 2014
Please read to me your poetry

Your every syllable
a whisper to my ears

your every word
a soft caress against my cheek

your every sentence
a long warm embrace

your every paragraph
a love song to my heart

your every poem
a balm to my soul

Please read to me
your sultry poetry

making love to me
again and again....
Finally one that isn't Sad!!!!!!!!
May 2014 · 1.4k
Angel
Paula Lee May 2014
You came into my life
When all was lost
There was no moon,
the stars had died
and all around was darkness.

I had lost my heart, my soul
and in the black, lost my way
I couldn't see the road before me
I couldn't go, I couldn't stay


Then out of nowhere right before me
stood an Angel all aglow
Lighting the scary darkened path
and showing me the way to go

The stars came back, Heaven was lit
Behind me the moon began to rise
The path grew brighter and I could see
The Angel had opened my closed eyes

I don't know when that Angel left me
for she left as quickly as she came
but she led me from that forsaken path
and I knew my life would never be the same!
There's an Angel in my world now!
May 2014 · 976
MY DEAR LEO
Paula Lee May 2014
You stabbed me 24 times and slit my throat
then dropped me to the ***** floor
as I watched, you walk away from me
You stabbed the man who tried to help me twice more,

You left me drowning in a pool of my blood
and never once looked back to see
you just kept walking out the door
as my lifes blood pour out of me,

There was a young Sergeant
who came running to my aid
ripping the shirt right off his back
pressing it to my neck to stop the spray,

He saved the life you meant to take
you didn't even ask if I'd died
my heart stopped twice that night
Oh how those Surgeons tried

I'm the one left in a prison
while now your'e walking free
"No Remorse" I was told
for what you did to me

But Know this My Dear Leo
if I ever see you, you better run
no one will have to wonder Why
You'll answer to my Gun.
This is a True story and the man's name is Leo Edward Booth and he is free! I only shared this because a SGT. in the Army saved my life that day
May 2014 · 456
Jailer
Paula Lee May 2014
I thought if I drove hundreds of miles
that I could escape you
but when I stopped driving and got out
of my car;
I realized I was still under the starlit sky
that we made wishes on
The same blue moon we used to slow
dance under
and next to me was the  same kind of
tree, the weeping willow that we made
Love under.

I got so disgusted I drove home all the while
Realizing your'e like a stalker
Invading my personal space
******* my every move
Preying on my already fractured mind
and that's when I knew that no matter
what I did
You had captured my heart and soul
and no matter how many miles I drove

You were the Jailer of my memories
and you would never set me free!
May 2014 · 1.0k
SIGH TO SYE
Paula Lee May 2014
And behold I woke one morn and heard
the most glorious Sigh
and in my grief strickin state
I turned around and listened

I felt Gods presence  and knew
God had not abandoned me
in my suffering,

God had turned that Sigh into
a Beautiful Soul with  her hands
with the purple fingernails and sparklies
extended to me in Friendship,

God had not abandoned me at all
but left me with this Glorious gift
This Beautiful Sye to show me life
was still worth living,

I reached out from all my sorrow
and grabbed her hand that had become
my lifeline Blessed by God himself and
I climbed out of the darkness into the light
beckoning from her and in her
                 SYE
I started to live again!
Thank You Sye for the Trust and Friendship and Your Beautiful Light Shining down on me lighting my way home!
May 2014 · 593
YOUR FINAL GIFT
Paula Lee May 2014
IN MY GRIEVING HEART
I HAVE BEEN TRULY BLESSED
WITH THE MEMORY OF YOU
PEACE YOUR ETERNAL REST

HANDS UPON YOUR BOSUM CROSSED
NOW MOTIONLESS, WITH LIFTED FACE
YOUR SOUL FLOWN AWAY
GLIDING WITH AMAZING GRACE

WITH TEARS OF SORROW I BID FAREWELL
ME WITH A HEART LEFT BROKEN
I WATCH THE SPARROW JOURNEY WITH YOU
YOU LEAVING BEHIND A GLORIOUS TOKEN

THE LAST GIFT YOU HAVE GIVEN
A HEARTBEAT LEFT INSIDE OF ME
A GOLDEN THREAD FROM MOTHER TO DAUGHTER
THAT BINDS OUR SOULS ETERNALY
i love you mom gone 1 week!
May 2014 · 279
Ghost In This House
Paula Lee May 2014
I sit here in this house of yours and the silence is like a roar
I sit at your table and across from me is your empty chair
Theres a ghost in this house of yours tonight
I keep turning around but your'e not anywhere

I walk down the hall and stand in your bedroom door
All I see is your empty bed sitting there
The window shade is pulled all the way down
I try to breathe but my god there's no air

I turn the television on just to make some noise
but of course there's a Reds game on the air
There's a ghost walking the house tonight
And I pray to God one last time that it's you walking there.
I buried you today and I miss you tonight!
May 2014 · 318
SHAME 5w
Paula Lee May 2014
YOU FAILED YOUR OWN
              SHAME!
When you stand by while someone gets hurt and you know why and do      
     NOTHING.............
May 2014 · 1.6k
DIGNITY 10w
Paula Lee May 2014
There
        Is
       No
   Dignity
        In
    Dying
        It
        Is
       An
   Illusion
Mom wanted to die at home with Dignity But I've found out there is no Dignity in the dying process. What Her and I are going through is not dignified!
May 2014 · 437
**HORRIBLE DAUGHTER**
Paula Lee May 2014
I SIT HERE NIGHT AFTER NIGHT
JUST LISTENING TO YOUR BREATHING
AND WHEN YOUR HEART PAUSES
MY HEART DIES A LITTLE WITH YOURS

WILL THIS BE YOUR LAST?

I FEEL LIKE I'M FREE FALLING
NO NET TO CATCH ME
AND WHEN YOU TAKE THAT NEXT BREATH,
I FEEL GUILTY FOR WANTING IT TO BE
OVER SO YOU WON'T SUFFER ANYMORE


WHAT A HORRIBLE DAUGHTER
        I HAVE BECOME!

      YOUR HEART PAUSES...
WILL THIS BE YOUR LAST?
May 2014 · 406
Three Days
Paula Lee May 2014
After months and months Day after agonizing Day
they tell me she can't live through another night but she lingers somewhere
between this world and the next. Three days of this and every night they tell me the same thing.
After months of taking care of her by myself without Family or Friends honoring her request to die at Home and with Dignity. I have done my best for her without any qualms. Getting up every 2 hours to give her meds to keep her comfortable and out of pain living on coffee. tea or cokes. Caffiene running in my veins.
My Heart perpetually in my throat, the ache so bad I can't even describe it.

THREE DAYS AGO I need your arms around me holding me tight so I would know there was still life in me.
And Yesterday I needed your shoulder to cry on when I fell to pieces. All day I was one big mess.
And when I cried myself to sleep last night I needed your touch so badly that I was the one dying with the need.

But today I turned cold inside remembering you say you Love me, you say
you are there for me Always. You say I am your heart forever,
But the SILENCE of you the past three days have shouted through the rooftop of my heart, that all you did was Lie to me during my most vulnerable time.

I just want to yell
"WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU?
   WHAT WAS SO IMPORTANT'? when I needed you to talk to, you said you had business  and all I got was SILENCE the past three days.

WELL THE PAST THREE DAYS HAVE COME TO TONIGHT AND NO MATTER WHERE YOU ARE NOW OR WHAT YOU ARE DOING NOW,
LETS SEE HOW YOU LIKE THE SILENCE FOREVER CAUSE THESE THREE DAYS HAVE SHOWN ME THAT I CAN SURVIVE WITHOUT YOU IN MY LIFE. I MADE IT THROUGH

IF I CAN SURVIVE THIS FROM YOU DURING THESE HORRIBLE DAYS AND NIGHTS OF HELL ON EARTH THEN I CAN SURVIVE THE REST OF THIS LIVING HELL
                                            WITHOUT YOU!

IT'S YOUR LOSS

YOU HAVE JUST LOST THE BEST PART OF YOU!

                                 SILENCE
                                         SILENCE
                                                    GONE!­
May 2014 · 215
ALONE 10W
Paula Lee May 2014
I'M ALONE AGAIN
     TONIGHT
AND WHERE THE
        HELL
    ARE YOU!
May 2014 · 1.1k
To All Concerned
Paula Lee May 2014
Last night I came onto the hellopoetry site to try to drown out my mom's death rattle in some good poetry. Quite a few people, good decent people who have gathered around me and supported me during this agonizing time and one of those sweet Poets was being verbally and mentally attacked by
                                   LOGHAIN CARV'O
His criticisms were malicious and very hurtful and his taunting her was more than I could bare for a friend. She related the conversation to me and she was really upset. She told me what he said verbatim' It was way uncalled for. And she is not the only one he is doing this to. He's being offensive to the extreme.Calling her a peasant and telling her she couldn't write. And I'll probably catch all kinds of hell for doing it but I paid a "VISIT" to his site and left this comment and I Quote

"Stop picking on ---------You call this a poem. You have some nerve telling her she can't write and you write crap like this. Well 1 out of 82 reads isn't so hot is it. Come on and kick me a few times. I should be easy pickings for you. I dare you ******"

Well he responded with and I quote

"It is obvious you do not have artistic vision like I, that or you did not read my poems and just came here in a petty attempt to demoralize I in retaliation to the criticisms I have revealed to most peoples "poetry" I wish to waste no more breath on my lessers. Just remember I when you see my talent spread out across the world. Remember how you showed the Greatest, most renowned and revered artist no support" End Quote.

Loghain carv'o also stated  that "The community on this site is rather poor"

He also stated
"This site isn't exactly known for it's Grand Community"

So now I know he doesn't even mind kicking some one who is already down. and i for one would like to know since he doesn't like this site or the Real Poets why stay? If he doesn't like the"GRAND COMMUNITY" why the hell he's still here. If he doesn't like us "lessers' why be among us.

And I didn't even tell you the most malicious comments.

When some one attacks a friend I will respond. That's what friends do.
And Loghain carv'o is proving to be no ones friend. And his
                          GOD COMPLEX is offensive!

I SERVE ONE GOD ONLY AND IT IS NOT Loghain carv'o!!!

I only have one thing to say to Loghain carv'o and that is and I quote again

My visit to hellopoetry last night to get away for a moment from listening to my mothers death rattle, to read a few poems and find a little Peace for a few moments was ruined by you and your offensive attitude and comments and since i'm already in a living hell right  nowI can find you some room here so come enjoy hell with me. Oh but I almost forgot you don't want to consort with us "lessers"
THE MIGHTY SURE DO HAVE A LONG WAY TO FALL LOGHAIN

                   YOURS SINCERELY
                                   Paula

This is for you friend love Paula

You can dish it out but you sure can't take it!
Okay  this is where you tell me how wrong I am Dave. I'll be waiting.





    COME SHRINK ME DAVE I WARNED YOU I WAS GOING TO DO IT.
P.S. The Coward now has a Friend Verbally Harassing her.
Apr 2014 · 422
YOU TAUGHT ME
Paula Lee Apr 2014
YOU SAID YOU WERE GONNA TEACH ME A FEW THINGS
YOU TAUGHT ME
HOW TO SCREAM
HOW TO HURT
HOW TO HIDE THE BRUISES

THEN YOU TAUGHT ME MORE
HOW TO LIE
HOW TO CUSS
HOW TO HIDE THE PAIN

YOU TAUGHT ME HOW IT FEELS
WHEN YOU LIE
WHEN YOU CHEAT
WHEN YOU BEAT
WHEN YOU DENY


WELL I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF YOUR
MANICAL TEACHINGS

IT'S TIME FOR ME TO TEACH YOU SOMETHING TOO
HOW IT FEELS
TO LIE TO YOU
TO CHEAT ON YOU
TO FEEL PAIN
HOW IT FEELS
TO WATCH ME WALK OUT THAT DOOR
AND NOT LOOK BACK

HOWS IT FEEL NOW

FIND ANOTHER ***** "BUDDY"
YOU TAUGHT ME TO WELL
YOU TAUGHT ME HOW TO LEAVE YOUR ***!

DON'T EVER FORGET YOU TAUGHT ME WELL!!!
Apr 2014 · 360
PASS ME NOT
Paula Lee Apr 2014
PASS ME NOT
HEAR MY HUMBLE CRY
HEAL MY WOUNDED HEART
DO NOT PASS ME BY

MY HEARTS BROKEN IN TWO
AND FALLS THE SILENT TEARS
SAVE ME WITH THY LOVING GRACE
FORGIVE MY SINS ALL THESE YEARS!

PLEASE LORD PASS ME NOT!
Apr 2014 · 485
MOM XY
Paula Lee Apr 2014
ALL IS QUIET
YOU ARE SLEEPING
IV'E DONE ALL I CAN
YOUR'E IN THE LORDS' KEEPING

I KNOW YOUR'E FREE FROM PAIN
YOUR MOMENTS ALMOST HERE
I KNOW TONIGHT YOUR'E SAFE
THE LORD IS WAITING NEAR!
Apr 2014 · 391
JIM
Paula Lee Apr 2014
JIM
An old friend stopped by today

Your'e face lit up, you were shining

He joked with you, you called him "*******"

you wouldn't know you were dying.


First time in weeks Iv'e seen your smile

Amazing what old friends can do

For just a few moments

Out came the old you.
My Mom has only responded to this old Friend of mine that she raised.
Thank you Jim for giving me her Smile!
Apr 2014 · 325
Untitled X
Paula Lee Apr 2014
Drug glazed eyes

You don't see me

Wish You Did!
Forgive me Mom
Apr 2014 · 254
GLORY
Paula Lee Apr 2014
As to the moon

the ocean tide

Let my Love

Be your guide

Me your North Star

Glory Alone

Can write Loves Story
FOR YOU AJIT
Apr 2014 · 541
Untitled
Paula Lee Apr 2014
When you wake
I hold your hand
tell you everythings okay

IT'S NOT I'M LYING!

You look at me
with drug glazed eyes
and ask "what's wrong"
I say "nothing"

I'M LYING

You sit up for
just a moment
Tell me your'e
Writing a letter to GOD
I tell you the Angels coming

YOU SAY NO YOUR'E LYING!
Apr 2014 · 338
I'M LYING
Paula Lee Apr 2014
When you wake
I hold your hand
tell you everythings okay

IT'S NOT I'M LYING!

You lokuo at me
with drug glazed eyes
and ask "what's wrong"
I say "nothing"

I'M LYING

You sit up for
just a moment
Tell me your'e
Writing a letter to GOD
I tell you the Angels comming!

YOU SAY NO YOUR'E LYING!
Next page