When I looked into your eyes
they smiled back at me
I thought I might known you but I do not

Trying
needinghelp
no grip
on this tense
or that
sliding
down
into the bowls of good mother earth not thinking twice
of you, or you,
Shut the F**k up.

Stood at the end of time
could not believe his eyes
nor is feet, that now seamed incoplete
just stood looking over
that what now was becoming a black hole
now seaming so deep
lent back
to blance to keep
seems to draw him in
dive of this spring board of life
into the abiss
that was your life
or stop and think
why am I
on the brink now?

B  r  i  n  K
jumped into a sea that was his own.

Life is not what it seams
I drift off into dreams
but love
makes you feel like
you are ten feet tall
and then when you kiss
it makes me feel small
so I look for another place
to call home.

This year I spent Christmas in Germany
I would to thank the people
for making me feel so at home
taking away my wows
making me feel whole again.

Some days
I feel like lost my way
just how I feel when I'm down
park your feet here
get you some athletes foot
for why should it always be me
that has to
catch or experience this
irene verruca sat in the wings a very nice girl
but her face
how do I describe
like soggy wet tissue down the loo
that somebody has urinated on
oow
I digress
told you so
maybe today
I should not have got out my bed
not in pain
just out my mind
insanity the only other place to go
yet insanity seems good
and lay down
in a bathroom
turn all the taps on and float
away to the universe of impossibilities.

Had a dream last night
now
can anybody
tell me where it come from
so here it is
and I called it.

THE Dream.

I knew
I was in a plane
it was going to crash
I was in the pilots seat
but the strange thing
I was sitting the wrong way round
and see it all over my shoulder
in slow motion
I saw people
that where on a golf course
clearly see there faces
then trees as the plane began to crash
hearing the noise
woke up
to the flush of the toilet.

At scouts
We Gin Gan Goolie'd
not what we do today
WE
Gin Gan GOOGLE
by our fire side.

Just do not
Do not press my button
for this ******* bomb will go off
i what ever way you take it
is what I say.

Flash of light
all seams night eye's burned
skin peeled back over your head
by the way your already  dead

NO
HOPE
FOR
THE
UNIVESE,

These day's I let them day's go by
one by one
same every day
but each was
just another day
same as the last one was
but this day feels
like another day
SAME as THE OTHER was.

I tell you human
never wish on a star at night
for sure enough that wish might come true!

It would be better
if you make your wish on a flower at least they will not hurt you
only getting bothered by a pixie or two.

You ask why you should listen to me
well you do not have to,
let me introduce myself i am P@ul and even Merlin
does not have anything on me as a WIzARD.

@@@  P@ul @@@

If you.
Lick your lip
I let you lick mine
but girl don't go breaking mine
you can run in this pack
but girl stay with me
run like you never have
if you feel like your dying then you will
you can not hold me down
as I am a man
keep your lips wet
robots need oil
souls need love
steam trains need coal
the time it takes
for love to grow cold
is a wonder to me
all I know that it will
feckless child
so cross your legs
and lick them lips again.

Spending the day.
on the roof of my shed
sitting here in the sun
sometimes think I would be better of dead
four friends one better of already dead
three living lives so shallow
I must go have a grave to attend.

Thinking about what you ant got
just makes you bitter
but they are rubies
give me the shoes,
Dorothy
don't make me see red
my blood boils over it
I am passionate about it
blood boils red
don't make me lick my lips again

**** it I am going back West
paint my lips red and wear a vest
Dorothy
you'll never know
what was, as I go forgotten
more red things than you'll ever know
just getting on a bus, made me more *******
knowing it's colour was red

And the ticket   F U C  K  I  N  G   Pink.

The place where
I come from
is a small town
and the people around me
use small words
but not me
I think more about myself
than them
and now thinking all them words
seams to make my head feel bigger
and at times
hurt.

at my window
I always draw the curtains
for if you leave a crack at all
that's where the light get in the next day
and that will wake you
to all the disapiontment of the new day.

Lefty told me so
nagging me in my ear
maybe he was right
who knows
but he did not let it go
would not leave it alone
all day this went on
shut up
quick as you can
Lefty shut the **** up man
and he closed
the pains in my chest began
though this was my destiny
as the pains dragged across my chest
taking away my breath
maybe Right was right
and I was wrong
and the lefty was nothing more than a dream
but it stopped.

Seeing me
is see you too
all the melon in your head
where in that do I come
hold your hand
now like that!
now I am 61
grey hairs coming from my ears
do unto others
as you will have done for you
just walking holding hands
thinking of them selves
in power
and be mindful
of what is, and will be will.

become.

Minus you
get you in that little black dress
we fell in love on sight
we lean closer how lucky can I get
how lucky can I be
dreaming of the thing we have
how lucky can I be
dreaming of you.

Looking out my windows
nothing to see
only my reflection staring back at me
come on now microsoft
maybe nextime I will hit the power key
all will change when the morning comes
when looking out my windows.

Domed but where else
would you rather be
Love ME.

If
this
was
to be
my
last
night
on earth
i
am
gald
i
spent
it with
you
love
one
and all
form me
just
small
man
called



'Paul.

A sailing boat
so I can cross the seas
and all I hold.
and mind must go on
sail the breeze
of the world you behold
God can you do that for me
hold on to my feet
sorry the way they smell
but to me that is uniqunik
so the ocean
and the shells in my life
let the sea drift into my sands
and become my ocean
of me

If you write like I do
you might loose your mind
but rest in your computer chair
and just type away
and feel the relif
as you go typing words
you think you did not know
for you are keeping that dam apple off
such a ****
trying to replace
all the things I say
with others

See realy I am quit mad.

P@ul.

Now in life
I am a security officer
mostly know
as the almighty jobs worth
but people
just remember
I am hear to protect you
from yourself

and I do not expect you
to know that
just do as I say and all will be ok
Thanks
your local jobs worth
at a venue close to you

Some day's life *****
sold my vacuum just collecting dust
I know takes your ******* breath away
don't laugh ****'s up bugs
would **** out my hair if I was not bald
this ******* vacuum
cleaner than most seen
no other commercial like this
this vacuum
is better
bit like god
and has 64-bit processing
tells the internet
about all the bits it ***** up
labels them places them where you don't want them
then breath OUT!

I am told
no pain
the big C
just down there
in theater four
they will **** her brains
how the ****
will she know?

I am thinking of her the first time we met
it was like sonic
I fell I love with her there
she never fell in love with me
I knew that
when I went down on one knee
in the favourite restaurant
I could see it in her eyes
like a blinding light.

But you know us males
still, keep trying
maybe one day
brains out and everything
who knows!

I like to say
I love her most
fingers cross.

So the thought did come to me
are people like there names!

so I am going to try this out on people I know, Now read on.
@
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}
Mark was a man
who came into the bar
and he was of glassy eyes
sat down beside me, had a scotch and a beer
then said hello in a kind of slur
@
{
}
Kim
I feel on love with
on first sight, she smelled so nice
then continued to play with my mind
@
{
}
Sue knew
what she did and what she did to you
but often did forget to take the pill.

Dancing letters
yes they where here
in my mind for a moment
then I held them in my hands
hope i typed them right
forgive me if i did not
for i am a simple man
whom nows nothing of compters
and spelling well of that
i am sure not a wizzard.

Here I am wondering
in the parking lot
we all call the universe
I might, as well be, on the moon
all seams the same to me
as

I


Fall
down
into
the
b         l      a         c         k
hole
of
life

to


be
spat
by
L  i  g   h   t

And here am I W o  n   d    e     r       i         n           g.

As a young boy
when I fell over and mother was nowhere to be found
then  G O D step in and kiss my knee
and like magic my knee not longer hurt
that told me
there was one so great and powerful that he should be called

T H E    M  O  T  H  E  R   O  F   LIFE!

Have you ever been
in the place where a **** you can taste
have you tasted you know but can tell anyone what it is
that the place where taste becomes smell
for the body that is the same
but have you had taste in your brains
Iike plastic, well not natural
something else

P@ul.

Wings like petals
so gentle as you feel them
never try to hold them
or you'll pull off the scales
that form the wings
so small you never know
you felt them at all

Butterfly's kiss you on the eyes
all they want is water
and maybe to make your dreams work
or try even to talk
in morse code
who knows
please do not try to hit them

Butterflies are fragile
as am i
do not bring us down
it;s all to with scales
balancing trick
do not hurt
are ancestors.

Things enter my head.

Stay there for a while.

But when I need them.

They go out for a walk.

Come back and change shape.