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Chameleon Jun 2018
Now both of my elbows are bruised,
just like my heart.
Chameleon Jun 2018
I'm sitting here in bed staring out my window.
I'm awake but I don't want to be.

I've got him and a song running through my head.
Wondering if he ever thinks like this about me.

Maybe once.

It would mean everything if he did.

I just want to be who he thinks of when he hears a love song because he's all that appears for me.

I'm smoking **** hoping it will make me tired enough to go back to bed.
I don't want to be awake in the cover of night time anymore.

I just turned on that song and lit a cigarette. I think after it's done I'll lay down again.
Chameleon Jun 2018
I want to promise myself that by this time next year I will be happy.
I will be no matter what it takes.
I want to promise her I will put her first.
I want her to believe me that I will make the right choice, and the right changes and I'll figure this out.
I want her to look in the mirror and know that I made the future for her.
I want her to never feel bad for finding happiness.
I've done this once, I can do it again.
I can do it.
I will do it.
Chameleon Jan 2017
I'm tired of all the ****** idiots
on Facebook who call ****** addiction
a disease.
I'm sick of all the thirsty creeps commenting on single girl's statuses and then watching that girl play along.
Get some self respect.
All the dog face snapchat photos that hoes post,
oh can't forget the duck face that needs to die.
The racist Trump supporters saying some ******* about Obama.

I don't know why all of this affects me the way it does, but I wish it didn't.
Social media is ridiculous.
Some days I want to delete it all, but then I'd just be staring at the walls.
Chameleon Jan 2017
It's quite frightening how quickly
courage slips away.
One day you turn a corner and realize
that it isn't with you anymore.

How easy it is to forget how to
just breathe and brush off your worries.

When you wake up covered in responsibility, and priorities
instead of confetti and new clothes.

Parents always say you grew up before their eyes,
but haven't we grown up behind our's?
Chameleon Jan 2017
Food,
You are my most loyal friend,
and my worst enemy.
Chocolate filled centers,
loads of cheese.
Going straight to my thighs.
And my stomach.
And.. everywhere else.

At least I know you'll always be with me.
Chameleon Jan 2017
When I hear that old school guitar
on the radio
as I'm driving with a cigarette
in hand,
I get that care free teenage feeling.
Tasting the rebellion,
and I remember what it's like
to really have no worries.
To feel free.
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