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Chameleon Apr 2016
I know that it's April.
Months away from the anniversary.
But I just got done watching an episode of I survived, that focused on those that made it on 9/11.
My heart breaks more and more for all of those people, and for the country I love so much.
But it goes to show how strong the human spirit is, that people actually lived to tell their stories.
I hope to visit New York one day just to stand where all of those braves souls stood, who risked their lives for those of others.
It's powerful. And humbling.
I was just six years old on that day, but I remember the fear I felt all the way in Ohio.
We were released from school early after the principal came in to tell our teacher.
Crying; she said that something terrible has happened and we need to be with our families.
On the bus ride home, my sister and I didn't speak while other kids chatted away like nothing had happened.
When we got home, I saw my older step sister crying, and screaming on the phone in front of the TV.
I couldn't comprehend what I was seeing because I was too young to understand.
But I was terrified.
What seemed like awhile later,
we were playing in the back yard, when the loudest noise I'd ever heard blasted through the sky.
My mom ran outside and yelled for us to come in, we were being bombed.
We went down to the basement,
and waited.
After about ten minutes of silence, my mom went upstairs, soon saying it was okay to come out.
Later we learned the sound barrier had been broken
That day, the country became one, out of the fear, heartbreak and love for our fellow mankind,
and that is why I'll never forget.

America, land of the free, home of the truly brave. <3
Chameleon Apr 2016
I find poetic moments
in the most unexpected places.
Having this urge to write puts butterflies in my stomach.

It's Saturday night,
and my bed is made
while I'm under the covers.
My pitbull Sophie; is too.

I'm smoking a cigarette,
and my eyes are heavy from a long day, drinks, and ****.
The box fan sounds perfectly in the background.

All is well.
Chameleon Mar 2016
I'm in a much better mood today.
A better, clearer state of mind.
I have a lot to look forward to.
All of my stresses will be gone soon.
I'm almost 21, it's spring time, I have my dream car, and a great job that provides all of this for me.
I'm lucky.
It's hard, but sometimes you have to look past all of your problems and find the good.
It's exhausting to be sad all the time anyway.
Things work out.
It gets better.
Just keep going, keep trying.
Splurge on yourself a little.
Because life is good.
Smile today
Chameleon Mar 2016
Life is hard.
But, good.
**** happens, but then the weather is nice, or you smoke some good ***.
And you move on.

Always treading through water,
that gets deeper every year.
So you tell yourself,
at least it's not over my head.

But you wonder what will happen when it gets there.
Chameleon Mar 2016
****.
I drank too much whiskey.
I feel so dizzy and I want to get sick.
But my body won't let me.
I hungout with an old high school friend
and we drank and smoked and listened to good *** music.
It was fun.
I went to the gas station afterwards to buy cigarettes and two older men in a car were checking me out. That was uncomfortable.
I had too much.
I need to sleep.
And I miss my boyfriend.
I'm sorry, I'm drunk.
Chameleon Mar 2016
Tonight someone told me
they thought I was astonishing.
That they've thought about me for years, after meeting me once.
My eyes, and of course my ****.
So strange, that someone I almost forgot about remembered me so much.
It's sweet and poetic.

Maybe because I've spent my own years pining after someone that has long forgotten me.
It's amazing to be on both sides.
Chameleon Mar 2016
It's Friday.
And I'm at work because I'm on second shift.
Spring is almost here, yet the air in Ohio is chilly like it's autumn.
I'm sitting in my Ford explorer smoking cigarettes on my lunch break.
The music on the radio *****,
and for some reason I just felt very sad.
I feel a bit empty.
And I don't know why.
I want to go for a drive as the sun sets,
but I can't.
I want to smoke a lot of **** or drink too much.
It's been a very lonely week.
This poem? ***** but I felt like I needed to write. Sorry.
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