Growing up, I wondered why anyone would commit suicide. Why would you want to leave this earth? Why would you give up your beautiful life?
When I got a little over, I got scared of death. That made me appreciate life even more. Why would you want to **** yourself?
But getting a little older, I understand. I understand the reasons, I know why you need a break. But life is better than that.
Even if you feel the void of life
******* you in, calling you
And all you want to do is give up
Fall down into a ravine
Cut yourself into a river of blood
Cry until the ocean rises
Die
Everything is better
than Suicide.

oh the blues
the blues
the blues
the blues

why do i
feel the blues
all that happened
was a little nick
why do i
feel the blues

the blues
the blues
the blues
they come
when you
are at your worst
but maybe
they aren't so bad


the blues
the blues
the blues
they help me through the worst
sometimes
the sad songs
make the void
smaller
the ineffable
blues
the blues

the blues

the blues.

i'm made of thin wires
snapping one by one
every time you tell me
that i'm not good enough

we text every day
we laugh (and we cry too)
all i can say is
thank you <3

lied to
for eight months
we called every day
for an hour
maybe two
and i fell for you
and i thought you fell for me

but you were lying
a skillful actor
with bronze skin
that i used to yearn

you moved on
as if i was an item
sitting in a window
that you didn't want

and now you're sorry
you didn't know how to say no
to me
that's no excuse  
for blood and tears

You aren't the same
As you were
When we were kids

You aren't the same
Because when I saw you with her
You were different

So many things I want to say to you
Before you drift away
Like leaves in the wind

You left me on read again
Are you okay?
Is it that girl?
What happened to you?

Fifty-four calls
Thirty-six texts
You might have given up
But I haven't
Because I know that you
Are still that same little boy
Playing in the water
With me

And just like that
You're gone
Didn't even have the chance to say goodbye
I saw the news
That smiling face
Wish I could have seen it
One
Last..
Time....

Sometimes
We feel like falling down
Feel like screaming
Like crying
Like giving up

What's the point of life?
If it was all ups?
And no downs?

I bet it would be boring
I bet it would be sad
If there is no challenges in life
How are you supposed to grow?

That's the truth
We wouldn't grow
Become spoiled
Wanting more
What a sad life it would be
Without the Ups and Downs

im not very good with my words
sometimes they spill out
like a shaken can of pop
but more like a volcano
an eruption of words
thoughts
feelings
i just cry

this is a world that is not ours
mother earth
she gave us life
but even in our early stages
greed overtook us
she ate the apple
she gained the knowledge
but the damage was done

if eve never ate the apple
we wouldn't be where we are today
but
i eve never ate the apple
we wouldn't be where we are today
in this world that is not ours

all we do is take
we never give back
just remember
this is a world that is not ours

in the couple years we have left
before we crumble
to the ground
we need to give
we can still undo
some
of the damage that has been done
in this world that is not ours