She looked at herself and thought,
"How did you get so engulfed that you'd lie for this man? Cry for this man? Even die for this man?"
She'd do whatever this man would will, she'd take an innocent life, she'd undoubtedly ****. She was so severely consumed by this man she'd follow him blindly, she'd need not a plan. This man covered her eyes to make sure the truth was never seen, this man covered her ears to make sure of the chanting whispers of freedom, she was never keen. This man kept her mouth shut so she couldn't taste sweet liberation, he had to ensure there'd be no escape contemplation. This man was the infernally worst but unfortunately now her life was infernally cursed.

The waters were high
The waters were rough
But I couldn't deny
Resisting it became too tough
He took my hand and led me through the water
With one word swimming through his mind
Slaughter
The water came rushing in too fast
I eventually lost sight of the shore
The ocean too vast
My lungs began to fill up with the ocean
He sought to torture me with great devotion
My eyes burned from the salty sea
I eventually went blind
I could not see
With the last ounce of breath in my lungs
I began to scream
But to no avail
You could not hear
My body froze
I was stricken with fear
My skin was icy
It was cold
My mind resting in a desolate wold
I should have known this is what would unfold
I should have known this is what your "love" would behold.

I wanted a hero
I needed a savior
You intended to fill both
And conduct your evil behavior
I looked to the stars
And dreamt of being freed
You looked at your instruments of torture
And dreamt of a sinister deed
Infatuated with the fantasy of watching me bleed
You wanted me blind
to ensure your lead
You had my soul starving
to select what you'd feed
The torture never ended
it began to overwhelmingly breed.

You were captivated by the touch of my skin
You were intent on committing your sin
You ran your hands all over my body
Now I'm feeling violated
You refuse to see how
this is the mess you created
Now my mind's gone
Now my mind's faded
Whether you'd touch me or not should have never been debated
Committing your atrocities
Should have never been contemplated.

It started with a smile,
Several glances later
Here we were
Holding hands, standing on top of the world we’d conquered together
But I soon realized, it was your world
Not mine
Your world wasn’t accepting
Or inviting
Your world hated me for who I was and all my strength
Your world belittle me and crushed me into little pieces every chance it got
Your world tried to swallow me whole
But I refused
I used my light to break free from your universe’s chains
And so here I stand today
In a planet far distant from yours, celebrated for who I am and ALL that I am
A world where being myself is beyond good enough.

My skin smelled of your drunken breath
Every moment I wished for a sudden death
It felt like it was just a bad dream
But I opened my eyes and you were still on top of me
I can hear you breathing fast
I'm wondering how long your intoxication will last
I'm wishing the feeling of your body pressed against mine would be a thing of the past
You grabbed me and threw me on your bed
I followed you blindly but had no idea this was gonna be the dangerous path you led
I said no
But you heard yes
I screamed stop
But you heard go.