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759 · Aug 2013
Max The Ax Murderer
Naomi Sa'Rai Aug 2013
He would walk into clubs
And watch
The under-aged girls chugging down
Adult shots
Waiting for men to fill them up
Clinking their glasses
And ***** filled cups
He would ****** them
They would misuse him
He'd pay for all the liquor
They required
After all their lush fits
They would taste the harm that he desired
Waiting for men to feel them up
He'd take them to a field
So he could play
Soon enough
Cold their bodies would lay
Waiting for him to pick them up
Chunks of hair
He would tuck
Into his pockets
No or stop they never yelled
To deep within his spell
Waiting for help
But had no luck
His body shook
As he'd erupt
Waiting for sirens to shut them up
Oh the voices in his head
He would walk into clubs
And leave out with girls he knew
Were sure to be dead
Naomi Sa'Rai Feb 2012
December days
November nights
How i held on
October times
Harmful crimes
Committed gainst
This broken body
September saves
God bless
A peaceful rest
Storms rage
Caressing clouds
Tender tears fall
August leaves
Touch ground
Go away
Brown red mixture
Blood stains
Just to stay
July oh why
Pops round my head
Embrace left lost
Sparks flying
Newly weds
June bloomed
Loomed through town
May raised me up
Rain bled down
Storms rage
Pain fades
Deteriorate melt
Repeatedly stabbing
Every wound
Felt
April clown
Fooled with a kiss
Kissed a fool
Marched out the door
Remember me as i was
For i am no more
February valentine
Wished a heart
Was truly mine
Black roses
Maggots ate
January brought about new fate
Began a year
With much gloom
Knew a spell cast
Would end soon

Murray
736 · Feb 2012
Closets Full
Naomi Sa'Rai Feb 2012
Lied awake
Staring into nothingness
Cried in your arms
Tears falling
To a black abyss
Killing me
We don't exist
It's you and I
Felt safe moments
Hours fly
Your chest expands
To let air in
Ive stolen your breath away
Thief of all sorts
Heart,body,mind
NO backbone to stand up for us
Skeleton without spine
Let time move forth
As memory rewinds
For a love
Sparking gold
Without a shine
Gleaming bright
In darkness
Fight  
No backbone to stand up for us
Skelton without spine
Let time move forth
As memory rewinds
735 · Jan 2013
Untitled
Naomi Sa'Rai Jan 2013
Open chambers of the mind
Prison of ones soul
Keys jingled
Locks turned
Id ask the warden
But i already know
Sentenced to life
Cheating husband
Sinful wife
Yet open chambers of the heart
Love
The warden
Twas what broke us apart
710 · Aug 2013
Numbers
Naomi Sa'Rai Aug 2013
I've been waiting 68 days
22 hours
13 minutes
and 51 seconds
To literally bump into you
I hear the things they say
But they couldn't be true
You my friend are not small and shallow
With a height of 5'9
You tower over me
And your boyfriend is unattractive
So you must look deeper than
What the eye can see
Yes i've been waiting 69 days
21 hours
14 minutes
and 52 seconds
For you to notice me
Is it really that difficult
I know I don't stand out in a crowd
But if anyone were to go against our love
Your hand I would hold proud
Proud to have you as mine
I've been waiting this long
So what's a little more time??
Day 70
Is only one more than 69
And I'd love to 69
Well only if you'd let me
I've heard of your history with Jeffrey
He was boy 71
You smiled and laughed with him
Was he that much fun?
I know about the others too
Like Hinson boy 42
Or John 38
Didn't he show up to your date late?
And Kahlil 37 supposedly got robbed at 7/11
I know that must of been hard for you
But I've waited 2 long
Yes I've been standing by this pole four 3 hours
Just waiting to catch a glimpse of blue
Your favorite color
It honestly has become mines too
I've been waiting 71 days
19 hours
16 minutes
And 54 seconds
For my 1 and only....
You
709 · Mar 2012
Divine Intervention Pt 1
Naomi Sa'Rai Mar 2012
Point of no return
Circulating to the place
We met
Coffee date
Time late
Here with you
Self condemnation
Afflicting spirit
Your gravitational pull
Strains around me
Promise i've evolved
Feet planted
Call me concrete
Immobilized
Struck me like a match
Immature as it sounds
Muted love making
Pussyfooting
New city
Old town
Adulation
Confrontation
Not willing to face it
Sack of bones
Brought to life
By you
If im wrong
You make me right
Eyes closed
Stole my sight
Subdued lips
Put up no fight
Angel on my shoulder
Demon on my arm
You in my heart
Her in my mind
What can go wrong?

Murray
709 · Aug 2012
First Chapter
Naomi Sa'Rai Aug 2012
Im guarded
And disrobed
Being naked
Doesn't mean I'm free
I'm shattered
And complexly put together
Glued piece by piece
Whats it like to feel
To know other emotions  
Than pain
Whats it like to be dry
As it's pouring rain
While love is my neighbor
Hate is my bestfriend
Im guarded
And disrobed
Because of him
Self respect..?
Ive lost it all
Although i stand a giant
I seem to feel so small
Continuously pushed
Out of my comfort zone
How am i suppose to believe in love
When I have no one to call my own

Murray
707 · Feb 2012
Despair
Naomi Sa'Rai Feb 2012
Stolen kiss
A chance to be mine
Back and forth
Side to side
Lovers wheel
Spinning heals
Feel the pain
Once again
Second glance
Accidents enhanced
Time to change moods
Flailing for passionate ***
Razor moves
Can't mistake
What happened next
Arms shaking
Hard to flex
Itching for more
If this love survived
I'd live forever to adore
Cherished laughs we shared
Lovers wheel
Spinnig heals
Bruises inflicted
True to purpose
Ashes that arose
Burning books
451
Death kills
Love weighs a ton
Lovers wheel
Spinning out of control
No one ask
Therefor everyone knows

Murray
667 · Aug 2012
Love n War
Naomi Sa'Rai Aug 2012
Shameful feelings
Open my hand
Oh it's time
Hour glass
Tipping sand
Can it be real
I'd think it true
False statements said
Of I not loving you
So we held conversation
Instead of palm to palm
Touched topics
Over dinner
Laughter kissed our tongues
Friends held together by bond
Circle of eternity
Second to last finger
Invisible yet showing strong
Oh it's time
You've worked my mind
Caressed my emotions
Nice and slow
I've been a sound friend
That we both know
Ohh we know it isn't lust
From time to time
I've been the one to trust
Test passion
Fuel fire
Become a satisfying being
Compliment desire
Yes it's time
Friendliness aside
Please commit the crime
Break a rule
Fighting with this love
Mind over heart
Who shall win the duel.?
660 · Feb 2012
Divine
Naomi Sa'Rai Feb 2012
Peter!
Peter!
What about the light
**** crows
Peter!
Peter!
Trembling hands squeeze
Whipped beaten
Son they took
From HE
Peter!
Peter!
Youve spoken to
The all knowing
Peter!
Peter!
What does he say
Stepping up the hill
To be shamed
Peter!
Peter!
Hold his hand
Poisened kiss
A simple man
His body took it all
Nails in his side
A head falls
Peter!
Peter!
What a sight
Darkness turned
True sunlight
Knees weak
Kneeled to watch
Him speak
Three days grace
Man whom bled
For every tortured face
Peter!
Peter!
Write it down
Tell of the man
Who truly wears the crown


Murray
659 · Feb 2012
Day dreamer
Naomi Sa'Rai Feb 2012
Fancy clothes
Tight to touch
Red lipstick
Kisses
Blush
Innocence there
Romantic movies
Scenes playing through the night
Memories of holding you
Loosing physical fight
If my body touched yours
Tried to keep it playful
Pure
Oh you wont let me free
How your scent
Engulfed me
I swear to keep my promises
I promise not to swear
Had you struggling
Grasping air
Tween teeth
Opened mouth
Let your lips breathe
They're wet just for me
You shivered
How cold can we get
Hot lustful air
Enough to make rain
Wet
Sensing us going to far
Bodies glistening
Shining stars
Baby we've been together
Lived apart
As you get closer
You've stopped
A beating heart
Come on it's time
Clenched around my love
Sweet divine
Loosing physical fight
How my body touched yours
Kept the innocence tonight
Let your hands grasp  mine
Fell asleep
Had a hell of a time
Twas a dream
Within a dream
How private thoughts
Can be cruel and mean

Murray
648 · Feb 2012
Lost Body Lost Soul
Naomi Sa'Rai Feb 2012
Dark eyed demons
Frenzied metaphors afloat
Sinking ships
Oceans tide quickened like breaths
Hey lady
Dead man
Drowned at sea
Pirate in true
Davy Jones
Took hold of him
Let you be
Insanely in control
Controversy seeps around
Who took the heart
His soul found new body
Hey lady
New man
Always searching
Never being found
Crazily comforted
With pain
Skies weeps
When it rains
Bobbing along
Shores of sea
Lost yourself
Trying to get free
The clothes brought you down
Sinking to the bottom
Refusing to drown
Hey lady
New time
Clocks Ticking
Hours tocking by
Rivers lead to streams
They crowd your eyes
Crowned with shame
You fell into the trap
Moment i came
Flooded your thoughts
Conquered your dreams
Frenzied metaphors afloat
Do you know what all this means

Murray
632 · Feb 2012
If Tomorrow Never Comes
Naomi Sa'Rai Feb 2012
If tomorrow be Satan's morning
Let the sun not rise
If the next day
Hells flames catches skies
Let my eyes not shed a tear
If tomorrow be the day
Three sixes awake and stay
Let this soul be long gone
If there was a day that your voice left
Me right were i laid
Let my hearts pain
Shrivel and fade
If tomorrow dark angels carved heads
As x's and o's to a lovers tree
Let that be the day Jesus came for me
If tomorrow the stars shined there light
By the morning sun
Your body free falling
Six floors down
Screaming I'm no longer the one
Let that be the day i look from Heaven above and say
Lord have mercy for those that pray
617 · Feb 2013
Salem
Naomi Sa'Rai Feb 2013
I figure i liked you
The curves
Form the body
Sirens call
To the tree
They tied me
I guess they feared the same
The motions that came
Shaking, biting, snatching
Horrendous shame
Put up fight
Begged sacred witch
Take my life
I figure you liked me
Evil coven brew
Sipped upon
Feast
Animals
Slain and slaughtered
Grasped women that fought her
Took their embrace away
Clawed marks deep within my face
I figured i liked you...
617 · Aug 2012
The Beginning pt 1
Naomi Sa'Rai Aug 2012
If the moon
Was our son
Could the stars
Be our baby girl
If tonight
Was your last
Id pick up the Earth
To give you the world
Pray a prayer
Of innocence
That sin leaves us alone
Dropping seeds in my garden
To find a way back home
Mixing black
With white
Energizing spurts
Gray
Holding tight
Calming sea
Swayed
Please tell me
The moon is our son
As we consume our baby girl
Blood sweet to taste
Sticky as we touch
Sin is pleasure
In our world

The beginning part 1:
615 · May 2013
explicit memories
Naomi Sa'Rai May 2013
So lets search for the blue
leaning towards the moon
because no one tells the truth
now a days
anyways
id expect nothing less
from a homeless man
than to beg for money
or expect anything more
from a *****
than to be cunning
or *******
shes probably stunning
when she does
because no one lets loose
now a days
anyways
so lets look under a rock
hoping to find
the lost city
because I'm African American
you'd expect me to say
my "podnas rolling with me"
But I don't blend with the trend
and strive not to be deprived
of intelligence
so take a hint
because no one tells the truth
now a days
anyways....
600 · Feb 2012
The promise
Naomi Sa'Rai Feb 2012
I knew you
You sensed me
You'd laugh
Uncontrollably  
I knew that
You'd always come back
Chewed
Spat
Lips of an angel
WIngs pearly blue
Smelled your fragrance
Wind blew
Sun lights here
Melting sweetly
Your near
I knew you
Claimed my heart
You knew that
From the start
Please tell me why
Your eyes lie
Deceived with a kiss
Judas!! Judas
Turned me to sin
YOu knew that'd
Do me in
Chewed
Spat
Lips of an angel
Demon attacks
WIngs filthy black
I knew i'd come
Crawling back

Murray
598 · Aug 2015
Into the blue...
Naomi Sa'Rai Aug 2015
Her favorite color was blue
Fluorescent
Transparent
I saw right through
Her favorite color was blue
And she was patient
As the moon
Awaiting the sun
For its rein to be done
Stars were her eyes
They would shine
Light up my lies
I couldn't hide
Her favorite color was blue
Though she wore the colors of pride
Neon like the signs
She drew attention
She took my mind
Held conversation
Touched hearts
Never was complacent
Her favorite color was blue
A color of the nation
Red were her lips
Full of excitement
Plush
Anticipating more than lust
White bright stars
Looking straight at me
Searching for secrets
I had no place to keep
And so we loved
And so we loved
And so we loved
Transparent
We loved right through
Skin to skin
Bone to bone
Just wouldn't do
She caressed the spirit
Her favorite color was blue
Like the veins
She kissed my wrist
Told me we were the same
An equation
That leaves two equaling one
Her favorite color was blue
Never thought I'd be saddend by you
Lying cold frigid
Her favorite color was blue
As her lips
Weightless fingertips
Dimmed eyes
They use to shine
Neon like the signs
She gave me her heart
Took mines
And so we loved
Transparent
We loved until
She was through
Into the blue
593 · Feb 2012
Feel The Beat
Naomi Sa'Rai Feb 2012
Natures beauty
pure
An innocence is bliss
Seraphic cords
Long languid kiss
Rainbows gracing
Skies with glory
SLow melodies
Adding feeling
To words
Really nothings said
Yet everything heard
Painted canvas
Vocal remedies
Curing my pounding heart
Glances strong to begin with
Causing ****** before the start
Sun glimmering
Hallucinating green stages
Platform you stand on
Vibrations of bark to bark
Swaying ground
Underneath my gliding feet
Head on collision
Moment our bodies meet
Hush hush
Feel the beat
Silence in the midst
Cheering calls
As we pump our fist
The movements addicted to the sounds
Ticking like a clock
While the time goes down
Feel the beat
Cooled hands
Suffocating my waist
Heating my body
From a little taste
Sharp flats
Notes of a lovesong
Natures beauty
Calm sweet
Sensuality expressed through music
The cherished harmonies we keep
Just feel the beat

Murray
544 · Feb 2012
Over The Rainbow
Naomi Sa'Rai Feb 2012
Over the rainbow
Under the sea
Out on a limb
How you left me
Wishing for heaven
Lost in hell
Wondering how
What is it
What it was
Fell
Evenings of joy
Nights of pain
Left in the sun
To be over shadowed by rain
Honey sweet kisses
Always with a slap
Please forgive me
Right before the mishap
***** looks
Nasty words
Was all said or heard
Lying *******
Stupid b!...
Doors left open
Teeth kicked in
Passionate love making
Mourning till then
Broken like glass
Shattered (my dreams)
My addiction came to free me
Over the rainbow
Under the sea
Im lost inside you
You're beaten out of me
Sun to moon
Moon to sun
Life to death
Both begun

Murray
539 · Aug 2012
Seasons
Naomi Sa'Rai Aug 2012
I've chosen you
Step into my garden
Feel the leaves
Smell the flowers
So to speak
Whispered words
Night is young
This body
Grown old
I've chosen you
Let the branches unfold
Vines curling around
Tree strong and mighty
Revealing life
Lived long
Would it be wrong
Your fingers
Running through grass
Step into my garden
Roses buds falling
Telling stories
Lovers in bloom
Young man
Young woman
Thorns so wickedly divine
Chest strong
Legs kind
Ohh it isn't ******
As you may think
Touch the bushes
Smell the flowers
So to speak
I've told you all
The leaves shiver and die
Leaving you awaiting
Wanting
Craving
The spring
In the fall...

Seasons....
531 · May 2013
Call me up..Im your girl
Naomi Sa'Rai May 2013
I began to scratch
and pick
because I no longer had a need for my skin
I feel trapped and suffocated within
its been bought
paid
I began to *****
and moan
because I refused
to moan
and quiver
his lips hadn't made
my legs shiver
or heart race
in fact after he left
the covers I chased
hoping they'd hide all shame
I continue to scratch and pick
and ***** and moan
I refuse to lay in hotel rooms
acting as wife
and be disgusted
When he returns home
530 · Feb 2012
Mandi
Naomi Sa'Rai Feb 2012
I knew
I guess i knew from the start
That i could love you
With my whole heart
You gave no clue
You had a lover
And they looked just like you
I find it hard to believe
How you could be such a tease
Your so go
It's like you send me with ease
Please say it's not true
You couldn't have a lover
Who looks just like you
Mandi i want you to understand
Whatever you do
It's better with a man
Let me help you conceive
You wouldn't have to make believe
Mandi why can't you see
All that you need
You have with me
Girl i'm just a fool
You have what you want
And they look just like you
Mandi what else can i say
Your having fun
Going downtown your way

My Fathers Poem
514 · Jan 2019
Deep....
Naomi Sa'Rai Jan 2019
I love you
I love you beyond myself
I love you in and out of season
I love you so deep and without reason
You make me hot and cold at the same time
I want to slap you and kiss you
Lay me down and unwind
I'm open and I'm closed to you
I'm your yes you’re my taboo
You love me
I love you beyond yourself
You're deep into my essence
You make me cry because of your intellect
You've got me ******* on your intelligence
My wings are open
I'm wet with relevance
Now be careful
What you say to me

You love me
And I love I
I'm the center of your Earth
And the apple of my eye
I can be as cold as the winter
As I fall into your summer and bring about the spring
You love me beyond yourself?
I'm not even sure if I understand what that truly means
I want to delicately treat you rough
Lay you down for my pleasure
I'm selfish especially in this
You've tasted my mind
And the tip of my existence
Take me in deep
Shh quiet now don't speak..

I'll be quiet
Like an angel I wont weep
Wide open
You got me
Drop deep deep
I'm fading into all that is you
I surrender
There's  no one
There's no two
We are abstract
We live in taboo...

Nova St.Paul & Naomi Sa'Rai
504 · Feb 2012
Passion
Naomi Sa'Rai Feb 2012
We imagine one another in the ****
Naked as can be
Exploring each others mind
Without caressing the body
We comfort each others soul
Our destination neither of us know
Our hands tremble
Our hearts beat weak
I listen as you speak
Come to me you say
You stand as i sway
We listen as our lips connect
Your scared this is
Something i know
I detect
But I'm not running now
There's something in your eye
Approach me sweet divine
Don't be shy
Please dont fear
Tonight my  moans are the only thing
You'll hear
Your mind is clouded
Came
Made it clear
See my love
Start line Far away
Ohh ahh
All the way
Beg me
Plead to have it all
Gave you a portion
It's your call
Handle it
Let's go slow
*** on fire
Ohh i know
We imagine one another in the ****
Naked you and me
Can you handle it
Feel with your eyes
Can you see
All i have in store
For you and me
498 · Feb 2012
Dark Man
Naomi Sa'Rai Feb 2012
Gather my soul
Lay it down
Find my heart
Slain around
Battlefield kisses
Bullets hug intestines
Powerful
Strong
Have i been teased
Dragged about
All along
I swear on my life
You cursed my spirit man
Now i struggle
Knowing you have the upper hand
Gather my thoughts
Played mind
Broken clocks
Times on my side
Armor flushed skin
Hiding an animal
Deep within
I promise your soul
To the one up under
Hell yes!!
He knows
Your distrust of me
Rebuked and made clean
White as snow
You said
Battlefield
Lies spread
Disease on the brain
Conscience deafened
Never heard again
Start the party
Praise the war
Darkness is what im waiting for

Murray
498 · Feb 2012
Falling Hearts
Naomi Sa'Rai Feb 2012
Virtual clock ticking
Physical mind booming
Past time
Future space
Taken on my couch
By the warmth of you
Sun shining
Around the moon
Tides pushing across concrete
Keeping solid ground
Lost my mind
Psychotic town
Steps stepped on to drag along
Truthfully I'm honest
Lying to myself when i hear our song
City bells ringing
Lasting forever
Your name in my ears
As if your touch
Didn't already
Caress my fears
Kissed my gloom
Lovers in the spring
Flowers bloomed
Winter came crushed red and brown
Orange and yellow
If my feet never touched ground
Could you have come
To meet me in the sky
Virtual clock ticking
Physical mind booming
Im assuming she's got the warmth of you
If only i saw a falling star


Murray
492 · Feb 2012
Till The End
Naomi Sa'Rai Feb 2012
Sick *******
Full of grace
***** and beer
Big mistake
Hatred filled stares
Coming from the bar
Love looking at license plates
Creeping car
Sick *******
Slap my face
Bite my lip
Running in haste
Silly woman
Dumb *****
Keep your threats
I hear no more
You've won the fight
I'll even the score
Sick *******
Evil as can be
Satan can't hold me
Laughing screams
Silence of the lamb
Rip!!..Goes the seams
Got my gun
Got my knife
Love how she puts up a fight
Sick *******
What i call myself
Denial's not good for my health
Doctor by day
Death angel by night
Let you go
Impossible
Couldn't resist you
Even with all my might

Murray
481 · Aug 2012
The Finale
Naomi Sa'Rai Aug 2012
Always afraid to die
Today that seems as luxury
Flames surrounding us
Well on our way
Staring the devil
In the eyes
Surprised and speechless
Nothing to say
Never ran from God
SPrinted from my demons
Clutching the bible
Not many friends
In this world
A room full of rivals
Heard a blind man say
One day he'd see Jesus
Preaching to reach us
Quicker to turn away
Than listen and stay
The end is not near
Feel the fear in my heart
Heat on my face
Missing days of mercy,grace
The end is here

Murray
441 · Jan 2013
fuck you
Naomi Sa'Rai Jan 2013
I happen to hate that I care
And love the look on your face when I pretend I don't
If the road stops at a dead end
You ask me to follow you...
I won't
439 · Feb 2012
Time Goes By
Naomi Sa'Rai Feb 2012
How you held me
Kissed demanding
but gentle
(the days and weeks)
Yes you swooned me
Spooned me
as we splayed across
(the days and weeks)
Sure we liked
As if in love
Felt drip drops
Thought of rain
Blackened dove
(the days and weeks)
Thought of you
Your spirit rang true
Bells singing
Distance
(the days and weeks)
If your mind
Ever wanders
My heart will surely find it
Tell your feet to stay still
My body moves
Astounded
(the days and weeks)
Made me listen
As your hands speak
Forcing me to reality
(the days and weeks)
Spent in a room
Feeling of doom
Whenever your around
(the days and weeks)
Saddened
Blackened eyes
Maddened
How you held me
Kiss demanding
Taking all away
(the days and weeks)
Came
You never stayed


Murray
429 · Aug 2015
If ever
Naomi Sa'Rai Aug 2015
If ever I kissed you..
You'd spit in my face
Because that's the kind of person you are...
423 · Feb 2012
Another Again
Naomi Sa'Rai Feb 2012
No please stop!
We must not make a habit of this
It was a one in a lifetime shot
Don't do that
Move away from there
No rules in this game
Can't say your playing unfair
Just move
Let go be free
You have another
There's no need for me
They cannnot find out
409 · Jan 2019
White Heat
Naomi Sa'Rai Jan 2019
Icicle limbs
Frostbitten lips
Tell me if this darkness is as good as it gets?
No one said it would last a lifetime
I truly thought it would be hasty
Simply because this defeated broke down mind has been going crazy
Tell me if the abyss is any deeper than this?

I've searched through my vision and I thought my vision was a view
But i've come to realize that my vision was not in view
Icicle palaces
Rain and then there is sun
I've born my soul
Your flesh has won
You drink me like water
My tears are dew
But I'm so tired of yielding to you

Tell me if anything about us was true.
Antarctic shoulder that you gave
Put me in this despair I now name my grave
You chew me and spit me out
Bits and pieces of my heart on the floor
Glaciers become my feet.

Naomi Sa'Rai & Nova
406 · Feb 2019
Check Mate
Naomi Sa'Rai Feb 2019
I hate you!
From the look in your eyes
To the bitter sweet words you choke out
I hate you and everything you're about
The way your hands caress my frame
Leaning in close to whisper my name
I hate that I can never...NEVER love you again
How I thought we would last a lifetime
An eternity
I hate how now you've decided that can never be
I hate you and all that you've done to me
Bewitched my mind with thoughts of you
Cursed my soul with your witches brew
I hate that I love you more now than I use to
When I dream at night it's never a dream come true
I hate that I hate myself more than I hate you....

You hate me
As I hate you
For all of the things that you put me through
I gave heart
Soul
***
Mind to you
You ******* me literally
Slapped me
Played with my blue
My blue that rained for only you
I spread my wings just to be cut by you
You drink me deeply
Swallowed me whole
Played with my intellect
Straight ******* my soul
Yet you hate me
That cant be true
Just last night
I received all of you
You came into my intellect
Seized my soul
******* my mental
Made me your  own
You say you love me
But that's not true
I hate you more
Bout time you knew
My flowers yours
your horn I've already blew
You hate me
But i hate you too
Where do we go from here
Is what I ask of you

Naomi Sa'Rai & Nova St.Paul
406 · Feb 2019
Divine Humanity
Naomi Sa'Rai Feb 2019
For I was made not created
Carved from the very bone of you
Therefore you were deep inside me
Before I even knew
Your blood flows like a river through mine
As I'm sipped like wine at dinner time
Languid, slow
Breathe me in
Let lust take control
Famished and starved
Take my bread and eat ye all of it
Holy sacrament
Because we were made in his image
And HE died for our sins
I've bathed in your iniquities
Time and time again
For I was shaped in innocence
But my ***** contained original sin
You had me for three days
Felt like I'd died and arose 'gin
My worlds been in a drought
But the Father sent the rains
That brought a sensual flood about
Because we were made in his divinity
Fingers grasping, breath hitches as the world spins
Blurred visions of you
More than the trinity
I me and him
You he and we
Born flesh and infinity
Divine and humanity

Naomi Sa'Rai and Nova St.Paul
403 · Aug 2012
Shallow Earth
Naomi Sa'Rai Aug 2012
To convey
Words
Simple plain
Loved you once
Never again
Beauty gone
Shallow spawn
Thats all
Not attracted
Be gone....
394 · Aug 2012
Perfect End
Naomi Sa'Rai Aug 2012
Pictures on the wall
You and I
Clock ticking
Time flies
Music playing
Candles lit
Pictures on the wall
Them and me
Visions of afterlife
Perfect eternity
Angels waiting
God upstairs
Pictures on the wall
Music blares
Beautiful crescendo
Lovely end
Time stops
Flames begin
Pictures on the wall
Candles by the door
Gasoline circle
Body lying on the floor

Murray
391 · Feb 2012
L.E.S
Naomi Sa'Rai Feb 2012
So close
To far away
Not heading tomorrow
Not leaving today
Always going to be around
Never there when you call
Left in the spring
Missed out in the fall
Never big enough
Always to tall
Had to let you know
I'd always pick you up
If ever you were to fall


Murray
390 · Dec 2012
Days After Death
Naomi Sa'Rai Dec 2012
Eventually I'll leave
Miraculously breath escapes lungs
Eventually this body will rot
Hopefully with an essence of  pure heaven
Eventually...
374 · Feb 2019
Funniest Thing
Naomi Sa'Rai Feb 2019
It was not love
That stayed me here
I need you to listen
Open mind be clear
Love never stayed me
Want kept me
With you
Flowers to the wind
Things I thought you knew
Want stayed me
By your side
Want of the life we've made together in our pride
Me wanting the life I had with you
Our beautiful children
And all the things that were in view
I wanted the life we worked hard for
I wanted you in spite of your *****
Ohh really
You thought I did'nt know
Lisa was your side piece
Your ever loving *****
She knew me too
I made it my business to let her know
You could never have this unless I let it go
It was want
Want for all I had with you
My past, my present yet not in view
But on today I give you back to you
I want you no more
I've found love
One that is true
I close the window
Set shade on I and you
Tell Lisa you're hers
walk in her view
Things I thought you knew

Nova St.Paul
368 · Feb 2012
Always&Forever
Naomi Sa'Rai Feb 2012
Hello hope
I'm love
Hello faith
I'm time
Time for the clock to rewind
Let's go back
To
the day we met
A day we never forget
Hello boy
I'm girl
The words the brought
Hope,faith,love,and time
Into our world
Hope for the future
Brought a love from
The past
Met with time apart
Faith that our love
Would last

Murray
353 · Feb 2012
The beginning pt 1
Naomi Sa'Rai Feb 2012
If the moon
Was our son
Could the stars
Be our baby girl
If tonight
Was your last
Id pick up the Earth
To give you the world
Pray a prayer
Of innocence
That sin leaves us alone
Dropping seeds in my garden
To find a way back home
Mixing black
With white
Energizing spurts
Gray
Holding tight
Calming sea
Swayed
Please tell me
The moon is our son
As we consume our baby girl
Blood sweet to taste
Sticky as we touch
Sin is pleasure
In our world

Murray
338 · Feb 2012
Untitled
Naomi Sa'Rai Feb 2012
You are my love
There when no one is around
You're  always ready for me
Always come prepared
Silence the cries
Put fear in eyes
Thought that we'd go to far
You are my love
Under my bed
In my pillow
In my mattress
Anywhere you may hide
Bring peace to my  mind
On my body
I wear marks of pride
We have a date tonight
Destiny only we decide
Were on a mission
Love we make pure bliss
Cuts so deep
Only one thought i think
Suicide


Murray
292 · Feb 2019
We be Art
Naomi Sa'Rai Feb 2019
You look like art
Male and female
Way beyond the veil
Hard yet soft
A drink and a cough
You're the up
When there is down
You're the sun
For ever moons around
Heat to the cold
Fire to ice
I'll  be your lover
Not once nor twice
You be my husband
I be your wife
We be together
No ***
No strife
Cause you are art
And I flow inside you
As life and all that is due
You be art
And I be you
We be one
Art is true
You be art

I'll be the art
You the muse
For me to bring to light
Only for me to use
I am the art
But you the inspiration
Taken to my blank canvas with much dedication
Delicate strokes
Paint a vivid picture of us from the mind
The art and inspiration
Two in a pair
One of a kind
I'll be the art
Neither feminine or masculine
You're the beauty I draw from deep within
You the muse
For me to bring to light
And only for me to use

A muse for you to use
A light
Beyond the shadows of night
You be art
I be light
We be one
In the moon
As her light
Im the secret
You long to keep
I'm the essence
That make you weak
You be art
I be muse
Your lust
Your passion
Your love
Never would I refuse
I be bright
You be brighter  
You be heavy
Making me lighter
Eclipse of the sun
Where you stay
I begun
You be fuse
I be muse
We be art

Nova St. Paul & Naomi Sa'Rai
#n
248 · Feb 2019
Never Knew
Naomi Sa'Rai Feb 2019
I love you
Though we've never met
You're the sun on which I've longed to set
Your eyes
Your skin
Your lips
I've longed to be within
The flesh of you
All that you are
Could be all that I ever knew
Your taste
Your touch
The very essence of you
I drink you like the moon
You are my taboo
Though you are far
I feel so close to you
Here I walk in freedom
There I'm restricted from you
I want to kiss you
In the light of the moon
I want to walk inside you
Half past noon
I want to feel your manhood
In my garden so sweet
My strawberries in nectar
They yield as you do eat
You're so far away my dream
My child
My today
My smile
I want to lose me inside of you
Release my nation
Find freedom in your taboo
The love
The kiss
Of a beloved
Who I never knew
The love
The kiss
Of my beloved
One I never knew

Nova St.Paul
225 · Jan 2019
When It's Real
Naomi Sa'Rai Jan 2019
If you want to be free just let me know
I love you enough to let you go
I just want to see you smile
In the moon
or in the sun
In the rain
Thats where we had our fun
I know that you care for me
And you know
That Im into you..but if you need to be free
Know that I love you enough to let you be

Written by Nova St. Paul
214 · Feb 2019
Till The End
Naomi Sa'Rai Feb 2019
You are my friend
I reached out to you
I remember all the times
And the things we would do
You made me happy
My smile was with you
You were my friend
We were one never two

One instrument and of one sound
Always in harmony
Nothing taboo or out of bounds
You are my friend
And the truest love I've found
For you I'd give life
My joy of future I'd lay it down  
Just because we are one
Beyond all that can see
We are one
I love you
As I love myself
You love me as though there is no one else
you are my friend
I would die for you
I am your friend
Your life is my view into all that is and all there is to be
We are one
Flowing in harmony
Not many know of a friend
Like you and me
You are my friend
For now and throughout eternity
Blood, bone, flesh life
WE
Forever and eternity
You are my friend
You are me

Nova St. Paul & Naomi Sa'Rai
209 · Jan 2019
Connected
Naomi Sa'Rai Jan 2019
I kissed you in the sunlight
We made love in the rain
I held you close
You pushed me away
I've opened up
There was no straight or gay
I was pink
You were blue
We made love it was true
We blew up
Black and purple
Made me **** on your blue

You caressed me under the pale moon
After we made love in the afternoon
You cuddled my entire being
I ran from everything I knew to be true
There was no gender
Only you and I
Me and you
Hands running through the red of your locks
Animalistic love making
Prowling like a fox
I was blue
Hands tangled in red
As i suckled, teethed and stuffed my mouth with everything you fed
Black and purple
Bruises above and below
The artistic connection of our beautiful souls
156 · Jan 2019
Yield
Naomi Sa'Rai Jan 2019
True love was never meant to be easy
Like a late night drive
Down a straight road
Often times it winds and turns
Even stops at tolls
The day you gave me the green light
I held your heart in my hand
We took it slow
I smiled with yellow teeth
And yielded everything to you

And you ran with me
Wind with no wings
Sand to dust
Dust to sky
Sky to me
You ****** on my relevance
We related to my intelligence
As a rose in the middle of the sand
No thorns yielded to man
No I'm as one with you
Face to face naked and in view
You take me and i emerge myself in you
We are one
What do you view
I'm a rose and sharon
I'm a rose in sharon
My exodus was you

Naomi Sa'Rai & Nova St. Paul

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