i found it funny
how when we are young
all we want to do is grow up
yet when we do
when we realize the truth
when we face the cruelty of the world
all we want to do is go back
to that time
when the sun wasn’t just another star
and the real monsters hid bellow our beds

with you, my love
it is like that
i want to go back to that time
when i was unaware
of the pain and sorrow
your memory would bring me

because it is always easier
to fathom about what it will be
because it is more pretty
when we think that the demons are in hell
and that happily ever after
is all there is to be

i breath in deeply
feel the sun burn my skin
the salt from the ocean kiss my lips
the softness of the sand stand by me

oh what a beautiful scene
nature is at peace
what lovely dreams!

let’s all look at the sea
admire it’s silver waves
reflect on it yourself
how gorgeous it is

but don’t be a fool
don’t dive in
don’t let the monsters lure you in
for once you sink
there’s no telling how deep you are in

my edges are soft
never will you be hurt by touch

i travel across the skies
enchanting little cloud
oh where will you go next
where will you make it rain
where will you let the sun through

i apologize, i’m so so sorry
i never meant to create a thunderstorm

i travel across the skies
enchanting little cloud
oh where will you go next
where will you make it rain
where will you let the sun through

it is a mistery
how clouds come in all forms
and it is unknown
because just as a cloud is beautiful
a soft kiss of air and sun
it is also deadly
no i will not hurt you
no i donot intend tobutsmall cloud like me can do

so i apologize
if i poured down on you
and then vanished
just as clouds know how to

i rise and i think of you
you are my last thought when i close my eyes
and the person that i picture
with every love song

i look at the sky
and all i see are your eyes

i feel the grass
and all i feel is your tender touch

i bath in the sun
and all that burns through me is your soul

you are a thief
but you haven’t even realize
that when you left
that when you sent the last text
and decided to not answer mine
you took my sky and grass
you took the sunshine out of my eyes
and you took my heart in your bag

every day is the same

the voices
which are so loud
and vibrant
wake me with their bickering

the birds
that are so far gone
and dead
wake me with their whining

my mind
that is never truly asleep
and is has never been sane
wakes me with screams

but it is all inside my head
no one hears the piercing noises
no one else hears the chaos
and the sorrow
they all envy me
they all want to be me

oh little rich girl
how lucky you are
you can wake with the sound of birds
at whatever time you desire

they believe
in fairytales
that only live inside their heads
that have been fed to them
over and over again

and i want to open my head
crack open my chest
i wish for them to listen
to my lonely mind
to my beating heart

i wish for them to realize
to open their eyes and see
that my face shines every time
from the kiss of fresh tears
and that my feet bleed
from the road filled with stones

because they all have the same
lurking man
haunting and mocking them
and for some wild reason
they believe that their little
rich girl
is safe and sound

wouldn’t it be funny
to see their faces
and hear their hearts
once they realize
that this fairytale
of happiness and sunshine
is nothing more than a demise
set up by the one and only
lurking man ?