You not only exist  in my memories
But in pages of my diaries
In bouts of my anxieties
In sleepless nights
In hopeless dreams
In random musings
In too good to be true fantasies
I am trying really hard to forget you
To move on as they would like to call it out
But it is not making me happy
I don’t want to lose these small snippets I have of you
But what should I do
You won't come back
And I won't let those go
Maybe time will answer my question
As it always does
I have to just wait
To let it turn magical wand.
And give me peace