I surrender my heart to you
I am yours to ruin
Demolish my soul and turn me numb
I cannot bare to feel for you what I know you can never feel for me
I love you
So much
I cannot breathe
I cannot think
I cannot speak
and it hurts.
But you would never know how that is,
to be in love
For you are stone cold
I saw it
In your eyes
Every time you said
You loved me
You lied
And I knew
I did not care
But,
now...
i
am
s u f f o c a t i n g

Maybe you changed
Maybe I changed too
Maybe we changed each other

Maybe I never let go
Maybe I still wish you were mine
Maybe you’re the only one I want to kiss

Maybe you were right
Maybe I could never love you
Maybe I was too much of a coward

Maybe is a useless word

words are so frustrating
yet so relieving

hard to stay away from
easy to forget

not enough
more than i could wish for

heartbreaking
overwhelming
adoring
despising

indifference

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