they ask me why i’m so tried and i explain that i haven’t been sleeping but they tell me to “just sleep” as if i could because if that was the case i would however they don’t realize how lucky they are to not have to fear their own mind every single night how lucky they are to be able to “just sleep”
I think about how your hands would find my waist in a split second, how your lips would reach for mine like magnets, how your heart would beat faster every time I laid on your chest, how our love seemed so perfectly flawed, how we could have been living had I not broken your heart, how you’re kissing someone else, how you’re loving someone else, how I lost you.
She looks to see if his gaze is upon her but her eyesight is limitied by the blur of her tears She walks away to hide her shaking hands her mind is at war with itself She doesnt know how she ended up like this no longer does she recognize her reflection
She shatters the mirror and turns away never again will a man define who she is
I don’t really know what this is supposed to convey, it just sort of wrote itself.
I surrender my heart to you I am yours to ruin Demolish my soul and turn me numb I cannot bare to feel for you what I know you can never feel for me I love you So much I cannot breathe I cannot think I cannot speak and it hurts. But you would never know how that is, to be in love For you are stone cold I saw it In your eyes Every time you said You loved me You lied And I knew I did not care But, now... i am s u f f o c a t i n g