ro: Poems

00:00

ro Dec 2020

00:00

i want to not love you anymore.

00:01

ro Jan 2021

00:01

what hurts me more,
is that you called me by her name,
smiled when she'd text,
when you were with me.

it was her all along.

00:01

ro Feb 2021

00:01

i do not feel anymore,
for i have never once healed,
from all that is happening,
to a souless body,
like the one i own.

00:02

ro Feb 2021

00:02

coldly you reply to me,
taking away my warmth,
i am no longer burning, love,
i am freezing.

00:03

ro Feb 2021

00:03

i am losing my soul,
barely holding onto my body,
how much longer will i last,
i wonder.

00:05

ro Jan 2021

00:05

even after i handed you my heart,
on a platter of love and loyalty,
you still broke me.

00:06

ro Jan 2021

00:06

but once you wake up,
from the dream that is her,
i will not be your reality anymore.

00:08

ro Feb 2021

00:08

you used me to forget,
i used you to remember.

00:10

ro Jan 2021

00:10

i wish for my broken heart,
to unrecognise your soul,
and all that is about you.

02:14

ro Feb 2021

02:14

i miss all there is about you.

02:53

ro Jun 2021

02:53

your feelings for me,
where do you hide them?

02:54

ro Jun 2021

02:54

was i too bad,
to fall in love,
with?

02:56

ro Jun 2021

02:56

the idea,
i have of you,
in my mind,
is taking over.

03:16

ro Feb 2021

03:16

it's three in the morning,
and i miss you again.

03:17

ro Feb 2021

03:17

i am trying to unlove you i promise.

03:18

ro Feb 2021

03:18

take my heart away,
take my feelings too,
for i love you beyond those two.

03:22

ro Feb 2021

03:22

i think i love you,
and i hate it,
for i do not know,
what love is,
and what love is not.

03:25

ro Feb 2021

03:25

loving you is wrong,
and i promise to never,
do anything right.

03:25

ro Feb 2021

03:25

how could it all be lies,
when it felt more true,
than my aching bones.

03:27

ro Feb 2021

03:27

out of all the lies,
you claimed to love,
who i was then.

03:58

ro Mar 2021

03:58

kept waiting for your name,
to pop up on my screen,
didn't feel nothing,
when it did,
though.

04:01

ro Mar 2021

04:01

heard your voice,
less than an hour ago,
spent more thinking,
about you.

04:03

ro Mar 2021

04:03

i miss all you are,
and all you are not.

04:05

ro Mar 2021

04:05

i promise i have no idea,
how to love one,
let alone,
you.

04:07

ro Mar 2021

04:07

did you really love me,
or was i a rebound,
to get through,
the heartbreak,
she is.

04:10

ro Mar 2021

04:10

hope you stare at your phone,
when our hour stares back,
and think of me,
at least once.

05:36

ro Nov 2020

05:36

if you say you don't want to lose me,
then act like it.

#lose #love #say #act

05:41

ro Nov 2020

05:41

if you listen closely,
every word i utter,
screams i love you,
loud and clear.

but you never listen,
you never did,
you never will.

1:00

ro Jan 2021

1:00

i got rid of all traces,
that connect your soul,
with mine,
if i still have one.

1:02

ro Jan 2021

1:02

they were all lies,
even that look in your eyes,
was the biggest lie of them all.

1:03

ro Jan 2021

1:03

i really,
fully,
completely,
utterly,
regret you.

10:32

ro Dec 2020

10:32

do you like me because i am there,
or am i there because you like me?

10:36

ro Feb 2021

10:36

i hope you love me back,
i know you don't,
i just hope.

10:46

ro Feb 2021

10:46

last i saw you,
i felt your eyes asking me to stay,
but who am i to trust feelings,
when i am incapable of having any.

10:49

ro Feb 2021

10:49

part of me tells me you love me,
part of me tells me to get over you,
my entire self wants you,
so where do i go from there.

1:06

ro Jan 2021

1:06

i wish we never met.

1:08

ro Jan 2021

1:08

i hate that whenever i fall asleep,
you're in my dream,
i've been awake for three days,
to avoid you.

11:20

ro Dec 2020

11:20

we will never go back,
to how it was before,
right?

11:21

ro Dec 2020

11:21

i miss talking to you about my day,
and hearing about yours.

11:22

ro Dec 2020

11:22

and yet i wonder,
are you too toxic,
or am i.

11:23

ro Dec 2020

11:23

i had so much to say,
but your voice caught my words,
hid them,
before i had the chance,
to let them out.

11:23

ro Dec 2020

11:23

sometimes it's your fault,
sometimes it's mine,
it's up to my heart,
and sometimes mind.

11:26

ro Dec 2020

11:26

you broke me,
i broke you,
guess we're even.

11:29

ro Dec 2020

11:29

you were my all mid chaos,
i held onto everything,
because i had you.

11:30

ro Dec 2020

11:30

you green-eyed soulmate,
get out of my head,
and my heart,
please.

1:14

ro Jan 2021

1:14

ich kann nicht aufhören an dich zu denken und ich hasse es.

(i can't stop thinking about you and i hate it)

11:58

ro Jan 2021

11:58

you went back to her
and i don't know what to do.

1:19

ro Dec 2020

1:19

waiting for the day,
i wake up and get tired,
of reading our chats.

12:00

ro Jan 2021

12:00

was it my fault,
was i too harsh,
was i too pushy,
was it all me?

12:17

ro Mar 2021

12:17

saw you two mondays in a row,
i don't think you love me anymore.