If I could only have you I would take your hand
We would travelling around the world
We would be alwayse together like fork & spoon

If I could only have you
I would taste the love
With Itś bitterness & sweet flavours
I know I may be wrong
Though love is not a flavour
And you are not here now
So, whatś I can do now;
When my heart is alone?

I keep dreaming everyday I will see  you
You will come & seize my hand
My hands wonť be cold & swore.
Your love will be end of that!

Life is about good & bad days
But sometimes your life takes you to It toughest part
To examine how much you are strong; that doesnť mean you are not strong but It examines how much you can rebuild yourself when a storm come to your life.
If you have hardship donť get dissappointated or blue
The winner is one who stand till the last
You  have given   a  vulnerable  soul& heart  but, trust me
You will gain something more wealthier thing than you lose. like a piece of a diamond which it is hidddn in a shell,
Big win will come to your life when you have hard days. Wait for that; keep strong

Colour Blind

I don't see the colour of your skin.

I see
the colour of your heart.

Is it dark and putrid or
is it the color of a soft and lilting tune?
Is it filled with warm tones,
or cold?
Hues of ice and snow,
or gold?

Do you give or take?
Do you love or hate?

I don't see race or faith,
I just see you-
your energy, your words, your actions.

I see you; I just simply
see you.

They are Demons In my mind
They drag me every where they want
Im tired & confused
Searching for a way to lose

Im staring to the blue sky
To the shiny yellow sun
Life Is beautiful I know
But not beautiful for all I suppose
People think Im happy
Even when there is a hell In my mind
I feel deep sorrow In my throat
But still I smile

There is something dead in me
I know there is no replace
Im caltivated by the life
this is no sweetest nightmare than the life.
They say you are young & beautiful
Try to change your world
But they donť know for me
Everything is already finished

Living, laughing & timid smiles
Is the all the thing I could  have done
Living like a happy man
Dying every day Inside
Demons , Demons every where
Still whispering in my head

Nasty, nasty , nasty life
You are caltivated by your life.

I tried to be your best
Even when you shattered me;
I tried to be your Idol
But that seems an Impossible thing

Please just leave me alone
You are not part of my heart& soul anymore
I hate you know, to beg a love from someone
Or ask them to  love me when they donť.

My mom thinks Im proud, uncharm & quite
Well, thatś   a subject for others to talk
I know myself deep inside
Im not like  those stuff they talk
They just see my face& say
Who will ever could love you then?
With such pride& style?
Lonely, sad, deep inside
Say something my cold heart
No one will ever see whatś  going on In these frozen veils.

Once upon a time I rememeber a face & heart
A plain girl with an ordinary face
Not beautiful as much as  others are
Her eyes was full of lights
Somepeople may call  It love
Someother  may thinking that she had  a hope In her heart.
She sat  lonely on her chair.
She had  a sweet smile on her face
Her black eyes was   the shiny pearls
Lighting like a beautiful black dress

She was  shy & hide her heart
In the most hidden parts
She was an angel without wings



She was  there to drew her world not like others
But like her own
But then a storm came one day,
There was a place  where love then came.
She was not that  girl anymore.
Love put Itś spells on her
Something was changed she knew It well.
Love put Itś spell on her