I dreamt you last night. Attending church with my mother. You were there in the pew, in the grey dress you wore to your grandparents that Christmas. You were beautiful, but your eyes were not your own
Every sappy movie I watch Every love song hear Every tragic romance Every honey soaked poem That makes children groan
Every golden day Every bursting flower Every shimmering sea Every cozy nook Just big enough for two
Every time Every ******* time I think of you
You are the heroine in my biography You are the infectious refrain You are the catalyst of suicide You are the eyes that start wars And the blood that ends them
You are the sun Nourishing the budding rose Heating the swirling water And setting us adrift Carefree and content Trying to remember when To figure out how The world became so lovely
I have had enough of people Of life I have had enough of the noises We make on cue The buttons pressed The buzzes and whirs That always fizzle The righteous anger And the bloodlust masquerading as fact The hopeless treadmill of pleasure And this glass of high proof alcohol That disinfects my heart