I wake
from dreams of you
like ocean waves
that crash
upon the shore
forgetting
a second
before I remember
you're
no longer mine
I don't want
to be
awake
maybe,
if I
keep my eyes shut
these waves will swallow me again,
drowning me
in memories of you
but memories
become regrets -
and my mind is a hurricane
with rain like
a storm of thoughts
thoughts like
how
this could have
been avoided
if I didn't let my emotions
play me
like a puppet
how now
our days together
will be replaced
with somebody else
and the sun will set
all the same
no longer
a person
in your life
but a story
you tell
I'm
trying to say,
I’m sorry and
you're right
it’s my fault
I was wrong
I'll be here
when you want me
i didn't mean what i said when i was drunk and i'm sorry i acted the way i did towards you