Maybe I’m so quiet because
I find peace in silence
And flaws in my words

eat breakfast with your gold spoon
sit in the front seat of your Porsche
arrive at school with your Louis Vuitton bag
make fun of the kid in a wheelchair during break
eat cold lunch and call the lunch lady fat
laugh at the girl with acne on her face
threaten the teacher when she sends you out of class
get picked up in your Porsche
flick off the kid walking home
have friends over and destroy the house
tell your maid to clean it up
eat dinner with your gold fork
admire your sports awards while you brush your teeth
lay in bed and hate yourself

we feel empty inside
so we stuff our faces with food
but we feel no better
so we keep stuffing our faces
and we feel thirsty for attention
so we drink bottles of whiskey
but we feel no better
so we keep drinking
we feel low so we get high
but we feel no better
so we keep climbing

THE ONLY REASON I DROPPED YOU IS BECAUSE I DON'T NEED A FIRE IN MY LIFE
YOU ARE FIRE AND I AM YOUR WOOD
YOU BLAME GASOLINE BUT YOU’D LIGHT EITHER WAY BECAUSE THAT'S HOW HOT THE GROUND YOU WALK ON IS
I AM ONLY GROWING MYSELF WELL YOU TRY TO BURN EVERY TREE IN YOUR PATH
THIS TIME YOU WONT BURN ME
THIS TIME I AM A RIVER AND YOUR FIRE IS USELESS

i am just another nothing
push me aside
ignore my cries for help
leave me
hurt me

You painted me on with that color you loved
A color never does look the same when it's dry

My heart is hole
and I wish you'd put your shovel down