Oct 2015 Mikayla Lash
Jen Jordan
please don't blame yourself
nothing was up to you
you cry for days and days
but there was nothing you could do
please don't hurt yourself
I cant bear to watch you bleed
someone so true and pure
should never feel this harsh defeat
you never did a thing
to warrant all this pain
you don't deserve the thunder
and you don't deserve the rain
ive never been a rhymer
ive never been much good at all
but I promise you my angel
I will never let you fall
I will repair your quiet breaks
I will never leave your side
I wont ever make you wait
ill be here til the day I die
I wont let you be alone
even when you try to hide
I wont let you take this blame
I don't care how hard you try
you dont just twinkle like the stars
youre the sunrise in my sky
youre the most vibrant flower
youre the day and youre the night
please dont blame yourself
there is nothing left to do
but be calm and understand
the one who matters now is you.
I love you cyn. always and forever.
mackelmore got it focused, and eminem did too,
if hip hop can have a tolerance, then why can't you?
you say you're against abortion, but what if your child turned out ***?
would you change your story? or would you try to drug the love away?
pro-life's is what you preach but against *** marriage from a book's depiction?
no wonder we are lost, when we think in contradiction...
this isn't only a hit to Christianity, it's aimed towards religion, insanity comes to definition when a book make your decisions.
we try to preach peace, but peace still hides, when every hateful slur comes with a demon surprise.
so many wars over **** like this,
when we should all stand up and fight against it.
some say it's on oil, but see the bigger picture,
internal wars fueled by hatred written in scripture.
the essence of the soul is trapped within a cast,
maybe we are already in **** but our soul stands center mass,
trying to escape with reason by which you just ignore,
when you speak without though or a pulse within your core.
why does it matter if someone has a lover of the same ***?
just because you were raised that way, you have to continue this hex?
ink written on paper, by the hands of man,
over thousands of years, translated again and again.
but you're so set in stone on what you believe,
that if Jesus himself appeared and proved you wrong, he would get the third degree.
set you human thoughts aside for the sake of humanity,
and fill your heart will love, respect, and a sense of humility.
I'm not anti-Christian, pro-life, or pro-choice.
but I am pro-Humanity, Pro-change, and pro-voice.
Mikayla Lash Oct 2015
You painted me on with that color you loved
A color never does look the same when it's dry
Mikayla Lash Oct 2015
My heart is hole
and I wish you'd put your shovel down
  Aug 2014 Mikayla Lash
Bri
I crave love so ******* bad. I crave fingers on my spine and words in my ear and hands on my hips. I ******* want someone to want me and be infatuated with me and look at me like I’m the eighth wonder of the world. Like I could not be destroyed and recreated like the rest of the entire ******* universe that I encompass. Maybe I’m too clingy. Maybe I’m just lonely. Either way I want you.
  Aug 2014 Mikayla Lash
Bri
July 11// 12:15 AM
"I like your lips."

July 11// 12:19 AM
"I want to kiss you again."

July 11// 12:23 AM
"You're lame for going to sleep."

July 11// 5:56 PM
"I've been wanting to kiss you since you left."

July 15// 2:01 AM
"Sorry. That was my fault for calling you so late. I just wanted to hear your voice."

July 16// 12:57 AM
"Things I'm craving- you."

July 17// 1:07 AM
"You're the only thing I can think about."

July 21// 9:28 PM
"I just want to lay in a field with you and talk about the universe and listen to Bon Iver."

July 23// 7:05 PM
"Wait so it's pouring right now and can I just take you outside and kiss you forever."

July 24// 8:47 PM
"The mixtape I made (for you). I made this when I thought of you."

July 31// 2:52 AM
"You're the deepest person I've ever talked to."

August 5// 11:20 PM
"I miss you."

August 8// 10: 11 PM
"You're fantastic, I hope you know that."

Now:     August 25// 12:36 AM

               We haven't talked on the phone in 9 days. 17 days if you count            one on one conversations. I'm thinking about you. I miss you. Terribly. I knew this wouldn't last. I'm sorry, I think a part of me loves you.
I didn't want to get attached because I knew it would lead to this. And it did. **** it hurts. Like ****.
Mikayla Lash Aug 2014
i am just another nothing
push me aside
ignore my cries for help
leave me
hurt me
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