I hate the way you color my life
Now my vibrant blues shade in
The gaps you've left behind
And my rosiest pinks are
Dull
And sorrowful

Your essence fills the space
It paints with my tears
And blends with my pain
Tumultuous dark blurs
On pearly white canvas

It paints disdain
Disgust
Nostalgia you've ruined for me
And experiences which will never be the same

It paints until I fall asleep
And wakes with me to paint again