Hurt me and it doesn't feel
Lie to me and it doesn't matter
Shout at me and I won't mind
**** me and I won't care
Not because I'm numb
But tired
Of being ungrateful
For the breath
I just took.

Echoes of promises
no-one meant,
Lies of meeting-again
Some last squishy hugs,
some false goodbyes
Confirmed the
flawed veracity
of friendships
But the laughter
On humorless jokes
And the boring classes
made absolutely fun
with those fools
makes me wanna go
Back to school.

Isn't it strange
That you
cause
the pain
And
The only cure
For it
Is you.

Is serenity
and dark
where I'm meant
to be?
Nay,
it's an opened door
sky, stars
and glee

They wished
to stay away
from the world
and it's reek
They said
they hoped
to live
in the moment
to see
the blossomed corners
and smell
the sweetened air
Feel the branches
swaying
with joy
and the breeze
just making them
forget
where they are
on a blissful eve
with smiles
and no fears
How obvious
it was
that these were
the places where
they were
pragmatically
meant to be
But little
did they know,
not
together.

I’m
Numb
A little
More broken
Than ever
Maybe
With shock
Or regrets
But all
I know
Is that
Let aside my angels
Even my demons
Have died

Those pale eyes
And the flushed face
A death-like appearance
And bloodless veins
Can they allow
the wilted lips
to smile
when you are away
Gone without
A word of explanation
And leaving me
with question marks
If only you knew
how agitated this heart is
And if only
the heart knew
how to wince..

If there's a problem, the solution lies therein
If there's a storm, the stillness lies therein
If there's a wall, the crack lies therein
Rummage, dig in, ferret, delve in
If you have a heart, your destination lies therein..

Kudos!
we reached the goal
Tightened the knot,
Sewed the hole
in the curtains
of life
And somehow
Hid the blot
that bothered
the people
rife
But what about
the tiny spot
still seen
in the midst
of white.
And
the glimmer
of long-lit
light
that peeps
through
the slightly
left,
unmended
hole of sin
into
the darkness
we shut
ourselves
in?

not all desire of the same strength
not all fingers are of the same length
some desire of momentous smiles and peace within
some desire of lesser distance and bigger hearts
some desire to win their souls and walk their ways
some desire to have in their lives those
not with expensive cars and exquisite homes
but those with exquisite hearts and expensive souls.

You would see me
smiling
In the reflection
Of your
*tears

Tears vanish from my lids
When i think of those favoured kids
Whom those beasts thought as dead
Coloured in the bruises of red
No matter how much their guns strived  
They still, are alive. (3:169)

And how she wonders
that the time
when she had nothing
but you
outshines the time
now
when she has everything
but you
Hungry heart,
thirsty soul
Has all the riches
yet a poor as whole

Yet the sun's coming down to earth,
and walks the fields and the waters
Yet the great man's willing to be little
Neither those raised heads
Nor those unguarded egos
Mismatching the faces and matching the souls
Can this heart ever show
look beyond the imperfections
There lies this perfect soul
where this heart has had ached
where this soul has had cried
Now is the time
To show the world,
your built up glory
your glowing charm..

Hard we cry, but strive
Inside we die, but strive
Get ready for a bye, but strive
to live better, to dream better
Yet
to hurt better, to scream better

They say they can bomb
every house, every street
and all the people, sweet!
Then can they set
the sky on fire
and not let
their Creator greet?

Lets travel to a land
where nobody knows which creed
I belong to
And which sect I possess
Where nobody knows my name
And people are less bias
Have one colour,
One faith which they cling to
Where to judge is to sin
And where nobody asks
who am I
But
what am I doing..

Lost myself and found you
everything was exactly perfect too
but then
Again
My happiness was taken away
Just like it happened that day
When I cried and wondered
Why can't,for long, people stay
You left and asked me
Not to cry this time
How to get over you
It's not that I lost a dime
But I know you'd return
And all my worries would burn
I know I lost myself and couldn't find you too
But yes, now it's God's turn

Because the hurt and the lies
the tears cannot show
And the strongest of pains
the cry cannot show
since its meaningless
to you anymore
I ask, I screech, I beg, I pry
Don't answer,
but you don't even ask
Why.