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Md Aleef Nov 2016
I want to beat you to death with a blunt object

I want to get one of those high end fashion mannequins grab them by the ankles and bash your ribcage in

I want to sharpen 5 pencils, bind them with a rubber band, put them in your mouth and punch the erasers

I want to strap you to a bead of nails then strap that bed of nails to the hood of my car so I can watch you suffer as we drive over speed bumps on a mall parking lot during an earthquake

I want you to somehow survive a terrible car crash and somehow not survive a small fender ****** on the way back from the hospital
Petal by petal
her beauty unfolded,
her soul was revealed.

By Lady R.F ©2016
Md Aleef Feb 2015
I was born bloodied up and screaming
I don't want to go the same way
Please recognise me if you need to use this. Its personal.
  Aug 2014 Md Aleef
Jordan Harris
It isn't sadness;
that is the biggest misconception.
People treat it like an emotion infecting a blue day,
labeling slightly soaked cheeks as this ailment of the mind.
The term is cracked like a whip in stinging insult:
weak, powerless, loser, outcast.

It is feeling a lack of feeling,
where one exists in a mental state of wanting to be anything but lethargic
yet finding nothing worthwhile inside
with which to take action:
no talent, no skill, no interest.

It is not only not believing one has any energy
but seeing nothing to which to give it,
in yourself, in others, in the world.

It is severe despondency and dejection,
consuming worlds like oozing, viscose magma
dribbling uncontrollably as burning ***** from the mountain's fiery mouth
burping filthily as is sludges onward.

It isn't sorrow, or misery, or despair.

It is inadequacy,
an ebb of interest in life,
with a sliver of interest to take it.
Md Aleef Aug 2014
As a kid, i've tried
I've tried to keep up with people all around,
Tried to bring up expectations,
Tried to keep up with expectations
Tried to fit in and be a part of whom im expected to be

I've tried and tried despite the countless times i've been pushed down
Fighting back crying

Funnily enough,
Its times like this,we stop trying
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