Here I am in the yard again,
shovel in one hand, plastic
bag in the other, trudging
toward the fence in my slippers,
determined to not feel squeamish.
The dog has been scolded
and brought into the house;
she whimpers at the back
window, watching my progress
across a quarter-acre of dormant
grass dusted with morning snow.
Up close, fixed by death,
the squirrel bares its teeth,
white and sharp, its eyes
the size of juniper berries.
I tilt it into the bag,
blood smearing
the rusted shovel,
and turn back, surprised
by the heft of lifelessness,
how dead weight pulls
a broken body down.
Gravity, it occurs to me,
is a relentless undertaker.
I walk and the bag swings
like a soft pendulum
banging against my leg,
counting out my steps,
confounding the dog.
You see, our yards are
nothing but undug graves.
If gravity is our undertaker,
then physics has pocketed
the stars, wearing a funeral
suit blacker than outer space.